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I deleted my Snapchat because I do not want to face any scandals regarding me and my online (never-irl) female friend that I've met for almost a year.

She's living in Kansas and I'm living in California. She found out I saved 152 pictures of her, mostly edited ones on my phone, and she was "nauseous" and found it "absolutely disgusting" that I would say things such as "men are above women" and "'no/maybe' means yes," and placed the whole blame on the Bible and my stepfather. I may face serious consequences, who knows.

But even though my mother and even my father (and possibly some of his relatives) have received DMs on Instagram regarding my aggressively inappropriate, prejudiced behavior, I have yet to receive a response from any of my family.

Ihave a feeling that my mother is either going to enable the behavior that I have, giving an "autism" excuse to my friends (and ex-friends, who blocked me), or that she will text me about my behavior when her husband isn't around (her husband is no joke, man).

However, my mother (who is very religiously conservative, with a few exceptions) did remind me to keep my shirt on when communicating on Snapchat. I told her we're mostly adults in the group chat and that Barack Obama was seen shirtless, but she responded with the obvious fact that they aren't her children.

Honestly I'm going to be so over [her] and I think that this is for the better.. because what's the point of making friends with a girl that doesn't even like me back.. she's always flirting with black guys/semi-white Jewish guys that have trucks and an extremely high social life... girls these days are so materialistic and many 18-25 year old girls are nonvirgins... I just can't handle this life anymore. If a beautiful girl cannot accept a white tradhusband then she doesn't deserve to live in America... she can leave our land. I got blocked by a lot of friends.

This guy who has a girlfriend exposed my camera roll that I masturbated to, of different girls.

A few years ago I was in between jobs and had a lot of free time. I talked a lot to a girl on Tumblr until she decided to start working on a cam site. I followed her there, but after she left the site I stayed. I ended up meeting another girl who was working on the site to pay for college. We decided to end the sexual component quickly as it was making things awkward. A year passed and we became very close. We talked for hours almost every day on the site, in messages, and in Skype calls. She left the cam site just before graduation and I left with her. She trusted me enough to eventually give me all of her personal info. It's now been 3.5 years and we are still Skyping 2-3 time per week and talking a lot in texts. We know everything about each other. She is basically the girl of my dreams. She's more beautiful than any girl iv'e ever met, smart, funny, courageous, I can go on and on. The problem is, she has over 50 recorded sex videos online. Her name was exposed by a guy that harassed her in the past. If you search her full name, you can find everything. I know most of these videos will never disappear, and it's already been found by many of her friends, sister, and mother. I come from a very conservative family and they would never accept her past. As the years pass, more and more videos are posted. Every new video kills me a little more inside. I worry how this would impact our future. We don't live in the same country, so a real relationship will require complete investment. When i'm in doubt, we see each other in Skype and all the doubts disappear. She makes me more happy than anyone else ever has, and she understands me like nobody ever has. I'm not really thinking of ending things with her, I'm just curious what others think. Any input, experiences, or advice would be helpful. Thanks.

So my question is:
Would you date someone who previously worked on a cam site, if they were basically the girl/guy of your dreams?