Search Results: guilt and shame

It does look like white guilt, constant demoralization, and mental abuse have broken the spirit of all ethnic whites and left them with no individual self esteem, or group self esteem.
Even though being ethnocentric and ethnic self-interest are the most natural things in the world, Social engineering and constant fear of being shamed and ostracized from Society keeps whites docile, And actually working against their own self interest.

Even see dangerous and severe internalized racism in whites being nonchalantly looked past, or even ignored outright. And all this seems to affect women way more then men.

So there's this girl I know that I got into contact with recently, we were talking back & forth for a bit planned to hangout - and we did, things happened and we end up being in the grey area between friendship and relationship.

She became very distant and cold while I was curious to explore what could be... It became too difficult because of a number of circumstances and we decided to just be friends (I was having health problems & she was going through changes with living situations and job stability... or at least that's what I thought) but I was still very interested in hanging out and going places because she is an interesting person I enjoy her company/perspective.

5 days after that conversation we had, she showed up at a hangout spot of mine (a store where I have a lot of friends that work there) with another guy on a day she said she was busy working - so essentially she blew me off for someone else. She came up to me and asked if I "come here often" which was flat-out insulting when I had talked about that place numerous times and she knew I went there a lot. She acted very awkward and was apprehensive to come up to talk to me and had this glazed over look in her eyes and had this vibe of shame & guilt as well spoke in odd tone.

Fast forward to now, I'm still pissed off about everything that happened and some of the things she said to me that I don't care to mention. Anyway I'm one of those people that look for the best in someone and I am willing to hear someone out (and she knows this about me) but yet she never bothered giving an explanation or even trying to contact me. We went from talking every other day to not speaking at all... I'm down to remain friends but the way she's behaving has me in "fuck this person" mode.

So should I let her know that she upset me and try to get an explanation?

Or is it a just giant waste of time considering the way she's behaving and I should let it go entirely?

What do you think?

Thanks.

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