Search Results: why does he draw back

I'll use me for example, during my childhood, I use to get bullied all the time, cause I was quiet. Kids use to treat me like a punching bag, and I didn't fight back most of the time, "out of fear", years later (which is this year) on my job, I met up with one of the people who use to make my senior life in highschool miserable (which was back in 2002), he did apologize but I felt like I need more than just that... I wanted to get some closer in my life so out of revenge after I was pretending to be cool with him by shaking his hand, I spit on him, then after words he kept shoving my head over and over out of anger. I didn't shove him back just to see if I could get away with spitting on him, without getting fired, but I got fired anyway. Well the way I see it, even though it seem like once again I've gotten beating up, at least I prove to that person, I'm no longer afraid of him, cause you never let anybody run over you.

So tell me, due to the fact that I let him shove me and I didn't shove him back, does that make me look like the same pathetic wimp that I was in school years ago, despite the fact that I did spit on him?

Another reason why I did it well back in 2012 when he met me on the job I use to have, when he apologize for how he use to treat me, I didn't accept it cause when I saw him have a smile on his face, I thought he didn't take me seriously, so the next day at that time when we met again at my job, when he learn I didn't accept his apology, he ask someone to use his cell phone to take a picture with me and him in it, I said no, but he force himself to do it anyway. I let him get away with cause I was on my job, knowing I didn't want to draw attention to myself... after words I did say bad stuff to him on Facebook, then I realise that's not the same as getting a little revenge in person.

You're thinking why can't I just meet him at his home, well he no longer lives in my town, he lives way out o