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So this guy has had interest in me on and off for about 3years. We went one one date prior and my friend third wheeled. We finally connected, dates, sex. Everything was great. Until he tells me that he likes me but also likes another girl, since his heart belongs to her (picture included). Yet he's posting that he's sad that I've ignored him for several hours. I'm getting a lot of mixed emotions about him. I'm not sure what he wants and I don't think he does either. Do I keep fighting for a man that might choose me. Or do I throw the whole man away? He's been on my mind for almost 72 hours. He watches every single story I post. I deactivated my Instagram so I'm sure he's spiraling. Any advice helps.

I think it's so unfair , my instagram is opened in his cellphone , I accidentally left it opened and he doesn't wanna close it. He blocked me because he says he was tired that I blocked him when i got mad , but things are okay now , I blocked him because he was being aggressive , and we were fighting and i wanted him to shut the fuck up , that's why I blocked him. But now I hate that he is blocking me because it makes me think he hidessomething, he may be talking to a girl , he is actually my ex , but we've agreed loyalty. When I broke up with him I was angry at him , I ignored him for almost 2 months and I fucked other guys, he didn't like the number of guys and at first I lied I said 1, 2 and then 4. So when we got back and he found out and got very hurt, 1 month later I found out he was texting with another girl , they've only kissed. He said he did it bc I told him I didn't want anything with him in the future and because he was hurt bc of the lies, but that didn't mean that I was going to look for other men like he did , I would first break up with him. He said he would never talk to her again. And he says he is not talking to her , but the fact that he blocked me makes me wonder , because he still followed her on Instagram and liked his pics and once I got mad at him and told him and he didn't give a fuck , he still followed her on instagram and probably still like her photos, but that's why I wanna check his Instagram, because I wanna know about that girl , I wanna know if he still followers her and likes her pictures. I feel so insecure this way. Tomorrow I will tell him that if he doesn't unblock me on Instagram I will block him on WhatsApp, but I'm afraid of what he could say, I would hate it if he doesn't care , and probably he won't obey me since he always thinks he is right. What the fuck do I do. I'm tired of suspecting. But I can't leave my ex now , I feel so lonely and he is the only one there , and I still love him but it hurts to suspect of him.