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Hello, I
would like to know your opinion on one minor problem. My boyfriend and I broke up a week ago. (Yes, a week before Valentine's Day!). In fact, he broke up with me. However, I do not understand the reason... You know, the relationship was very nice for me, and I'm afraid I won't have a match like that anymore. To describe it to you, this guy fought for me for 3 months until we finally got together. I think it was all honest on his part that he liked me. The strangest thing is that we are from one city, and when we were were we did the same activities. We trained together at the same sport club, but I don't remember him, only he remembers me. However, after 10 years, we met again and even found that we were studying the same thing and had the same ambitions. He was my best friend, support, lover and we just complemented each other. After half a year of relationship, he told me from day to day that he didn't want a relationship. He told me that he wanted to be alone, to focus on himself. I'm sure he doesn't have anyone else because we were together every day and it was always great until that day. It was a huge shock to me because the day before he called me from work saying that he missed me and that he loved me. I don't know what happened. It hurts me and I don't want it to end like this because it was too muchIt hurts me and I don't want it to end like this because it was too perfect.. He told me that there was no mistake in me, that he still liked me, but that he didn't know how to change his feelings. I would like to ask you what would you do in my place? Will I start to miss him? I don't want this to be our end.

We were consistent for a year. I’m polygamist, so it never bothered me when he would speak to other women.
Then, he says this, seemingly accidentally, as I point to mysterious black panties on the floor. Hanes. Nothing special.
He was stuttering something else to make it seem as if he didn’t just say that.
I just stood there.

“is he trying to hurt me or is it a truth he just couldn’t hold in anymore?”

He still tugs at my energy, but i often wonder is it all in my head?
I say this bc I can feel him- I smell his cologne randomly. When I wake up, I have a strange feeling he’s waking up too.
I’ll be going about my business and for some reason, he pops up in my head and stays for a while, rent-free, it’s terrible.

I have friends! I have a life! I’m confident and attractive but humble and reserved. I have a great personality, so I been told.

but those 5 words.

He doesn’t call, but he picks up.
I ask him for favors and then revert to solving it myself.
Shouldn’t he be living his best life with her or something? she’s everything you want!

🙈 where has my self-respect gone?