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I am currently on my second year attending university. Here I got to know a women who I consider to be the love of my life. I admire her, love her, we like the same stuff, just a couple of loners who fell in love with each other. Also we are the perfect team in academic terms since we are studying the same bachelor... we just compliment each other.
The thing is that, not everything is sweets and roses, I am living with my parents in a city were we do not belong. Far from our places of origin, I started my bachelor here, I knew her (my love) here. But suddenly the past weekend just before vacations ended, my parents told me that they´re planning to return home, I felt a void inside me knowing all the implications that this would have, leaving university for some time, and the worst... leaving her
I consider myself as a strong being, I never back down... but that day i couldn´t eat. My eyes became watery but I stood ground and did not cry
After that, I had to face her, I knew bad things could happen but I stayed strong and speak her the truth... After I had spoken my first words she stumbled, she was frightened, she broke into tears and did not let me explain everything to her, I tried to hold her but she would not hear any reasons, she pushed me back again and again, until she told me that she did not want to continue with me, she wanted me to leave her alone, of course I didn´t... I just stepped back and followed her from the distance making sure that she arrived home. I could not resist anymore, I returned back home broken, I cried like never before because I knew that I hurted her... and I was not able to tell her that I´m willing to stay with her even if my parents left me here because I´m in love like never been before. She has everything I was looking for
In the aftermath I´m trying to tell her that i can stay but she doesn't want to listen
Staying means keeping her but leaving the nest and living by myself
Going away means loosing