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I met an unexpected guy through blog. At first met, I find him unattractive and seems a very ordinary person. As woman , I know I have set myself standard into a tall, handsome , good spoken English, talented or sporty.

I invited him in a movie house after I was ignored by my date and had some job problems. We had a good time together , he was attracted to me, very clingy and we had sex to our very first date.
He was very happy and kept texting me after that and we spent few more dates together outside in public.

On our fourth date, he invited me to his hotel and had sex again. It was a really wild one. And I know I am not this kind of girl sleeping with a guy immediately. A lot of guys even amazing ones dated me but we never went to a bed or had sex. This was my first time and I don't understand myself why my body gets too comfortable to him. But then , He admitted to me that he is a fuckboy.

But lately , he apologized that he lied to me about his relationship status single. He is still in a relationship but no closure. And said he doesn't love me and was tempted. I get hurt from his words and to the point I refuse to text and see him again. But I do miss him a lot especially when I hugged my pillow. I remember the moments we had skin to skin together.

Today , I would like to ask from readers if what I felt for this guy is love?
Or if this is just a lust? Since, he was the first guy who I had sex, lost my virginity and maybe just overreacted that this is love?

(I need serious response , thanks ! )

Quan is 18 years old, tall, dark skinned and is popular with the ladies in his school. Nelson is 17, short, makes good grades, he's a friendly person but girls were never interested in him and he's not considered cool. Nelson and Quan have sex twice a week and they went on two dates. Quan has anger issues and sometimes it's taken out on Nelson. Nelson decided to steal his little sisters makeup to cover up Quan's rage. He was happy he only had to do it once.

One day Nelson and Quan got into a argument. Nelson called Quan stupid, lazy and a selfish person who only cares about himself. Quan called Nelson a little bitch and that he's better than him. Quan says Nelson has a small dick. Nelson says well at least my heart is bigger than my penis! There's a silence and Quan feels enraged and a little hurt.
Quan found out that Nelson was going to go and take his college entrance exam and interview colleges. The night before Nelson's big day Quan gave Nelson a bottle of water with two strong laxative pills in them, told him its for good luck. Nelson farted loudly during testing time and ran to the bathroom. He came back to class but eventually shit his pants. When Quan found out he laughed hysterically. Nelson sobbed uncontrollably and said he wanted to die because he would so ashamed for having an accident.