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Many of you already know my story.

Back in 2020, I met this girl online on a coding forum. She was perfect. She never dated, never had a boyfriend, never kissed, and was still a virgin. She never even had a male friend before she met me!!!

We continued talking every day for months before we finally met in person, where she rejected me almost instantly.

I am still heartbroken to learn she is engaged to a new guy set to he married in a few months.

She is a devout Catholic and doesn't believe in sex until marriage. But on her wedding night, she will lose her virginity to him. They will be making love for the first time ever.

He gets to be her first everything.

I’m a 33 year old adult child who gave up on life. I’m mentally challenged and not able to function normally. Due to my circumstances I live at home with my parents, and work at a dead end job paying $22/hour with benefits, I only have $25,000 saved in the bank, plus I’m uneducated. I’ve recently fallen in love with a woman. I never thought I’d ever meet a woman in my life.

She really wants a future with me. She wants to get married and buy a house with me within the next year. She even wants a child right when we get married. she's 38 and has little time left.

She nows I’m currently living with my parents, but doesn’t know the full story. She doesn’t know that I’ve never really stepped on my own, and she doesn’t know I was in special Ed classes growing up.

She’s also never met my family. I honestly think she’s gonna dump me when she finds out the truth. I know I’m gonna be heartbroken when that happens. I don’t wanna loose, but I don’t want her to find out the embarrassing truth about me. What should I do?