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It might seem like a silly question. Im currently 22, and i have never drank alcohol, not a single drop has knowingly entered my mouth.

I told myself at a young age i would never drink and i would try to integrate into society as a non-drinker and try to have fun whilst sober. Im now 22, i have now reached my career goals of having a degree and being a software developer. This career goal was the main reason why i avoided drinking, as i wanted to make sure i had my life under control before i started partying and whatever.

Over time I've developed a social anxiety disorder and so i haven't really been able to integrate into a young persons society. I've been out to clubs once, i have very few friends (if any), and all the friends I've ever had have pushed me away since i never went to parties with them, I've had sex with one girl and it was basically a once in a lifetime moment that caused it to happen (long story).

Now that you know the context, is it time for me to learn to drink? If so, how should i do it? Will it actually weaken my social anxiety? (I don't know what it feels like to be drunk)

This is such a hard dilemma to solve for me, i could write an essay on it. Just give me your views please, the more detail the better.