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(I'm in 9th grade)
Ever since the first day of the 9th grade I've had a crush on this 10th grader guy, at first I had everything on a down low and kept the secret to myself. Then on this past Wednesday of my second week of school I told my friends I wanted to show him I liked him by kissing him, I thought it wouldn't since I was leaving. My friends said kissing him on the lips was a terrible idea, they said to do the side of the face instead.

His Behavior Before
•Stared at me
•Smiled at me
•Was outgoing and talkative around his friends but got quiet when I came
•Acted shy
•Always was around
•Came out of nowhere

His friends never liked me
I walked over to my crush even though he was with his friends and I told him this"Hey______, I have something important to tell you"

He came outside in the hallway and followed me to the stairs. I told him"I have a surprise for you but do you mind closing your eyes?"

He did as I said.

(By the way trying to kiss a tall guy when your a short girl like me isn't as easy as you think)
(He kept smiling the entire time)

I attempted doing it but I couldn't even reach his mouth so I told him to walk down on the lower stair steps.

He did as I said.

I scooted closer and tried again then his friends walked by, looked then left.

When we're finally alone
I told him"Can you close them again?"

He did again.

He always smiled while closing his eyes.

I leaned in and kissed him.

He opened his eyes, looked away, smiled then left.

After the kiss his friends got really mad especially his friend Ava

She Said"He's really upset and is yelling right now, he said he's not interested in anyone and doesn't want a relationship"

All the students found out and so did the teachers.

How things are now
(Around His Friends)
•He avoids eye contact up close
•He keeps a standing space
•He never smiles
•He ignores me
•He acts like I'm not there
•He leaves the room when I come
•When I mention it he always smirks and says"Its in the past"

Early last year I ended a friendship because I felt she was bisexual & wanted more than I could give. I stuck around for the longest time (about 2 years) & wanted to see for myself if this was in fact correct & that my gut feeling was wrong. Near the end of the friendship she tried to pull a few moves on me and say things to get me talking. Now I am no angel. I have my own experiences with women however I feel that I was experimenting & I am now really only into men. I had not told her about my past when she was acting this way. I really did care for her & tried to build her up throughout the friendship regardless if she was plotting something. I had a lot of unrest around her near the end & this is one of the reasons I ended the friendship.
Just some pointers to back my claim of her romantic interest for me:
- We were sleeping in the same bed and she kicked me and when I opened my eyes her face was right by mine
- She asked me for a relationship
- She tried to kiss me
- When she found out I kissed a guy, she went crazy and wouldn't speak to me
All of this while pretending to want to just find out the truth about my sexuality.
Anyway, after the last time I went on holiday with her and she blatantly ignored me because I was seeing a guy. This was the last straw for me & I cut contact.
She didn't respond to my message to her then & proceeded to spread rumours about me which she is still doing 18 months later & trying to get my friends involved. Not only that, I felt really bad for the way I spoke to her & messaged her two weeks ago to say i'm sorry. Not a word from her still.

My heart is sore because I thought she would at least act like she cared. A part of me believes she is angry because she didn't come right with me & humiliated & thinks well what the hell do I need her around for, but another part of me doesn't understand why someone who went out of their way & comfort zone to pursue me, could let me go that easily...