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Is finding a pretty woman who has never had her first love too out of reach for me?

This means no previous romantic bonds, whether they were official relationships or not.

Hoping I can find one. Maybe she was an intovert growing up and is starting to open up more to dating now. Or maybe the circumstances may have not warranted an opportunity. Who knows.

I cannot and will not get over a woman's romantic history, especially those formed during her youth. That means previous middle school, high school, or college boyfriends. That means guys she was close to romantically from her youth, whether that be an official relationship or not.

It is a long explaination. I rather not go into it just yet.

Just know part of this is due to me never having my first actual girlfriend.

I feel like at this point, if I were to get into a relationship, me and the woman will be adults. The relationship would be more adultlike, while I never even got a chance to experience a youthful relationship.

But that does not necessarily mean I like being single either. I feel lonely.

What do you think it would be like to live an entire lifetime never experiencing a romantic relationship? This would likely entail never having kids of my own.