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When my neighbors moved in they were blasting music with a sound system. It was 9pm at night and these apartments are poorly made and my toddler was sleeping. So I called cops thinking it’s best than going to their door and never talked to them before. Days later I approached them apologizing saying I’m not with drama and explained everything so they’re like ok cool we understand and offered me in their apartment and we talked for an hour. Days later noise continued (in retaliation I’m sure) and I didn’t call cops I went to their door and they said it’s their 2 year old (bullshit) after that I contacted the property manager telling him about the dates and times and how I had to call cops on them. Shortly after they came to me being friendly and nice like weirdos, not sure if they received the warning letter from the property manager yet. They probably did at this point as the noise continues. It’s not really the wife as she’s weak and an idiot, it’s the husband who has mental issues doing all this shit.

So all the men that I’ve ever attracted were typically never good looking. I’m not a 10 by any means but I’m told I’m cute etc. I usually don’t attract good looking men, I attract good looking guys but they are either just bad company OR if they’re good looking, they’re my same height/only an inch taller. Why is it anytime I attract a decent looking guy they’re always the same height as me? Or am I unlucky? I just have preferences, I’m not an asshole.

To add to that, I don’t have any friends. I have online friends & don’t speak to anyone at my job. For most of my work & school environments, I always had one or two enemies. I am quiet so I don’t get why this happens to me, to add to this mess, I do not like my upstairs neighbor. I had one before and the new one is just as loud. I only have a few family members that I can speak to and somewhat trust, lastly, I have an elderly dog that can’t control when he needs to go to the bathroom.