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So me and my ex boyfriend broke up 4 months ago
But he wanted to stay friends
So he's always trying to stay in touch by messaging me nearly everyday and sometimes randomly calling me to just talk
And wanting to hang out every week
Since I still have feelings for him, I agreed to seeing him every week

But 1 month ago I met this cute guy
And started seeing him as well
We hooked up
That guy gave me a hicky
I went to see my ex the next day
Then my ex got upset and hurt when he saw the hicky and so he figured I was seeing someone else
So next day he cut contact with me and blocked me on everything

I didn't try to contact my ex for a whole week
But that week made me realize that the guy I was seeing was just a rebound and Im still in love with my ex
So i decided to message my ex via whatsapp (he forgot to block me there)
Expressing how i truly feel and saying that i still love him
Then he called me up saying "I was waiting for you to message me, I realize I can't be without you"
Then we met up next day and we got back together last week

Do you think he missed me during that week?
Or dont really care?

I have a boyfriend and we're in a committed relationship we've been dating for 6 months, but this guy told me he has a big crush on me and i told him that I'm flattered but i have someone already. I guess i flirted with him back, i called him cute just to not hurt his feelings but to be honest, he's average looking. I feel so guilty and i don't know how my boyfriend will react if i told him about this situation, i usually tell him everything, so did i cheat on my boyfriend? I hope not 😬

I've only been talking to him for a couple days, we met online.
We have a lot in common
He has most of the things I was looking for in a guy.
He's younger than me
He said I was the only girl that made it pass hows it going.
He has this cute personality\calls me dork\butthead
He said he's very affectionate
He has been calling be cute a lot and about kissing each other
He said he is willing to go at my pace and all he wants is for me to be comfortable
He's an emotional\sensitive guy.
He has said that I'd make a good girlfriend
We already set up a date to meet in a couple weeks.
We ask each other questions and he says like a lot
We've got to know each other a bit.
We seem to agree on some things.
He talked about his ex a lot (I did ask one question about her) and then I asked him to not talk as much about his ex and he was understanding and said he will, which he has.

I've always hated the word handsome. I mean, I could always substitute for "attractive" or whatnot. But I have this habit of calling guys I find attractive cute. If I'm close enough with them then MAYBE "pretty", but I'm sure that esp may offend in terms of masculinity to some people who are bent over it. When I say that, I don't mean "pretty like a girl" (or what society deems "feminine"), I mean pretty as in physically appealing lol. I just like the word and it's how I describe most things that make my eyes happy (weirdly phrased ik haha).