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Okay so there is this girl I had strong feelings for and without ever having spoken to her before I asked her out and she rejected me. Understandably though, we didn't even know each other. (I was naive and felt lots of strong emotions, acted, didn't think)

I got over it and thought I moved on. Was away for a long time and didn't see her for almost a year after it, then I came back and we shared classes and after a year of that I have strong feelings again. Had been slowly building up over the year, peaking to the point of dreaming about her in most of my dreams.

We avoid eye contact in class and it seems awkward/shy from both of us. But whenever our gazes meet elsewhere, especially with some distance between us, we consistently stare into each others eyes for 2-3 seconds, sometimes more.

I understand the avoidance/awkwardness up close and in class, etc... But why would she hold eye contact so consistently with a distance between us?

Also: We are both quite introverted. I don't need false hope, only a better understanding of what tf is going on.

Her ex bf constantly calls, I tell her I don't like it. She says "We're just friends, he has a gf; I can be friends with whoever I want; It's sad I have to end a friendship because of your blind jealousy"

She goes to her hometown. I call him and say she's my gf and to respect that. He tells me why he dumped her and doesn't want her.

My gf texts me "YOU can't CONTROL WHO IM FRIENDS WITH" I tell her the things he said about her. She gets mad at him. He screen shot their texts so I would end it with her.

Over the 2 years we've been together she's texted him "I miss you" "come visit me" every few months.

When we got together she told him "A guy I've been dating asked me to be his gf and I said yes. I wish things were different but I'm trying to be happy"

When she first got to her hometown she says "I dreamed I got to see you but then you left and I was sad" he says "Ive been dreaming about you too since you said you were coming to town"

I have a bouquet of flowers delivered to her parents house, she says she loves me and she's going to bed. She then texts him to "come over to hang out and smoke weed"

The next day she texts him and says "You made me feel uncomfortable so it was a factor. I care about you deeply but I have someone. Sometimes emotions can be ravaging."

The next day he says "Your bf called me, I'm gonna assume that us being friends is an issue" She says "No" and he says "Im not going to stop being friends unless thats what you want. Your bf will never be comfortable with that and by talking with him you add another level to this that is not positive" She says "we can't be friends you're dragging me down with you and cusses him out for talking bad about her to me"

She told me "they have a complex friendship that I couldn't understand" that her dream texts were "innocent nostalgia" she lied about having him over since "I would be mad" She said "he made a move and she kicked him out immediately"

I dont know what to believe

BadBoy: You know the drill. He's a rebel for no cause. Life is a rollercoaster of emotions when you are around him. You can't tell what happens next, but you know he means trouble... And you like it.
He lives life his way, he doesn't care about goddamned rules. Life is a gambit where you have nothing to lose and he sure takes advantage like that. Every day is a new adventure. He's the bad decision your parents didn't want you to take. He's the guy that speaks to the child in you, or maybe to that part of you that never really cared for society's boundaries anyways.
He is the definition of freedom.

Passionate Guy: He is a gentleman. He is the type of guy that goes to a party, and his only concern is meeting people. He's the male version of a social butterfly. He loves to talk about his passions and dreams, and loves to listen for yours. He knows the more people he has in his network, the better-off he is.
Now, he is very success focused. If he has a goal he will go through Hell and back for it. He will die for that goal if need be. You're important, but not that much. Should you try to blackmail him or in any way interfer with his plans, he will most likely forget all about you.
But you are more than welcome to stay with him. You are more than welcome to lay down with him and think "This guy is going to be someone, one day".
He is definition of dedication.