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Recently I have been having a few dreams about this girl I know.

The dreams I have had were all different.
The one we were just sitting on the floor talking at a karate thing with people around us and someone took something from me and I yelled at them.
The second one was she was on top of me and we were kissing on the floor.
The last one from last night. We were at my house and she was sitting down in a wheel chair and I spun her around in circles. I remember saying something like I don't feel dizzy when I really was and she said admitted to being really dizzy.

I don't know I just find them weird and kinda interesting.

Second date with this girl. Things were going great. We were hugging, nice view, good weather. She's a beautiful girl i've been talking for a few months (distance didn't let us go on dates earlier). The perfect timing for a kiss. That's when i start feeling really sick of my stomach, probably due to the anxiety of thinking i'm about to kiss the girl of my dreams. I got so sick that i just couldn't even talk to her properly anymore and made up an excuse to go somewhere else, in hopes i would get better. It was such an unexpected moment that i didn't know if i should tell her i was suddently sick or just pretend everything was good. My retarded and socially awkward brain made the decision that i should pretend i was alright, probably to avoid the embarassement of telling her i wanted to throw up. I was so sick i couldn't even speak more than three words at a time so i think she just thought i was ignoring her and she decided to go home earlier. We have talked after that and i explained the situation to her but i can tell she's cold now. Obviously i'm depressed as hell because once again my anxiety and awkwardness ruined a chance with a great girl. Is it even worth it to keep trying with this girl?