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Okay so I've been seeing this guy for 5 month now and I'm so confused about how feels, I love him but I am ready too give up if that's what it takes.

We've exclusive since a few days after our first date and I've asked him how he feels and he has im his girl and his friend and that I'm special too him, I've not met his family yet but he's talked about them too me and I've been too his place once when his family was out too help him with his uni project and we do see each other once every two weeks on a weekday for a couple of hours we catch a film and drink afterwards, both of which he willingly pays for and disscus General things not just sex, but he has shown that he's interested on that side too,

But I've still not any of his friends or family and there's no plans too one day do so, I've also caught him in a lie a couple of times over small things which makes me wonder if he's lied about over more important things too. He has said he loves me a couple of times but only when it benefits him and never in reply too me, we don't often hold hands and only share a brief peck and hug in getting hello and goodbye, he never puts x's in his texts no matter how many I put or don't put, I'm also always the first one too text him, good morning/goodnight and wish well and a good day and he replys but he's never the first too text it me and only texts the day before he wants too meet up, and although we do go to the cinema it's not something he wouldn't do anyways as he goes with a family member regularly, he's never been very romantic in flowers or anything or with affection he just doesn't seem bothered but yet he does at the same time and im confused. Am I just over thinking everything and looking into it too much?

Oh and im 21 and he's 20/ 21 in a few month