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I used to be really passionate and ambitious about writing and wanted to make it into Hollywood but when I became an adult I feel like I gave up on my dreams to write, travel, make a meaningful impact on the world I felt like I was such a limited person. I thought it would be impossible to make a living as a writer now I just giggle at the idea. I see it as a fantasy that's never going to come true because there's too many people trying to be writers already and plus I don't have money to fund any of my projects. So most likely none of my scipts and stories are going to be made. How can I make movies when I can't afford it? It's a losing battle. I still write but I don't do it as much as I used too. I used to be so excited about being alive now I just see it as a countdown for my own death. Most likely the things I write will never be in film because I can't afford it. I guess that's kinda why I stopped sharing my work and making stories. My future is bleak as hell. And 9 times out of 10 I'm not going to able to find a job I can support myself with. The economy is too bad and I have no experience in anything. With this in mind I just see my life as pointless, useless and not wroth living at all. Hopefully I can find a way to give my life to people who actually deserve it who actually have potential to live and be happy. Unfortunately not everyone will be lucky in life. I'm more likely to win the lottery then to have any full time job... :/ my future is just so bleak.