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Broke up about a year and a half ago, well more like she just stopped talking to me and completely ignored me before finding a new boyfriend after 2 months. When I get drunk I have a habit of leaving some pretty nasty shit, anonymously on her tumblr profile. I found out this when I left a message to her unsent. I'm trying to look at the good of complete piece of shit... it's only when I'm VERY drunk which only happens like once every 2 months. I don't want to keep doing that to her, I also don't know if she knows it's me or not.

So I know what's eating at me, making me so pissed off. We were friends for 6 years before hand and I still have no clue why she just decided to shut me out of her life. I have all these ideas of why but really... no clue. I've never tried to resolve how I feel about what happened. I can not move on, thinking about it every single day. For myself I need to stop obsessing over it. Working on myself, hobbies and trying to meet other people has done nothing for me and it's been a year and a half now.

I'm terrified of confronting her, I've run across her last summer and she went so far as to walk across the street to avoid walking past me. I was thinking of writing her a letter and explaining why to her best friend, giving it to her.

I just don't know what to do, keep trying to work on myself or do I try to resolve all this shit in my head?

Thank you anyone that helps, I really appreciate it.

I saw this quote on Facebook and it said "Support your friends, don't ask for free stuff, pay for it. Be the first to buy their products and support their ideas." personally I think that is FUCKING dumb. One, we all have our own bills to pay, our own lives to live. If you get mad because you think you're the only one with goals in your life and other people don't have time to support them you need to get smacked. Two, we all pay for the things we want to do, so why can't they? Like I see people I know making gofundme's so they can buy a car and i'm like huh? I used to walk everywhere, then I got a job then I paid for the bus and eventually I bought my own car with the money from work. Three, i'll support it only if its good, if you suck then don't keep asking me and then get your feelings hurt because I said I don't like what you do or promote. Four, I make my own music, I bought programs and instruments from money I earned from work. I find it weird to ask somebody to support my own hobby financially. I put out my music for free and I give it away for free. Making music is something I like to do for fun and I don't believe in trying to make a profit from it. If your thought is "How can I make money off of this?" then is it really something you love to do? If you answer the poll it would be great to hear a quick opinion on your answer. Thanks!!!