Search Results: making a girl feel insecure

Im am insecure person, I've been shy since I started being around people as a little girl. I don't know why I always have to work up the nerve first to talk to people when im out. I was overweight in school middle school than I started some meds it ended up making me gain weight now im so insecure and can't stand the way I look, sometimes I am very happy but I could never stop staring at myself in the mirrors. Im constantly looking at my self trying to love myself and I do very much, but my looks arnt very glamorous I cry somtimes because I can't get guys to find me attractive. I always looking up plastic surgery before and after. I feel like the inside is what counts I believe that very much. I just feel peer pressure or temptation to be prettier. Im always wanting to be a role model but I can't be if Im doing bad myself. I wonder if it will help me be happier and more confident where I dont have to depress over how my body looks all the time.