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I think anyone who tells someone else to kill themselves are psycho since they don't care about that person taking their own life. I just messaged her asking her if she is mean, and she responded saying wtf. I told her I asked her, because many women are mean on the site. And we went back and forth and even though I was not conversating well with good explanation and she thought that was weird, I was never perverted or mean to her. I later on noticed how she posted that she wants a good guy to mention to her and she is tired of many jerks messaging her. I messaged her saying not all guys are the same. She didn't know what I was talking about, and I told her I was talking about her post. Even though later on I made it clear that she was talking about her post she still thought I was strange and she said''I never said I was interested in you.''You are right, I don't know why an ugly guy like me bothered messaging you.'' She then said''No, it is just that you are strange and you are not my type.'' ''I then said, I know I am not your type, that is why I mentioned I shouldn't have messaged you since I am ugly, not my type=ugly.'' She then responded saying,''Hahaha, yeah bye.'' I then responded saying''By you just laughing at someone talking about their ugliness, proves how mean you are. Before I didn't consider you mean but your last message proved that you are mean since you laughed when I mentioned about me being ugly. The difference between me and you is that I NEVER laugh when it comes to someones looks since I am not a messed up human being. I hope you change your ways or else you would be miserable and surrounding yourself with miserable people. Bye.'' She then responded saying''Wow you have a mental issue.''do you need the number for the hospital?'' I then responded saying ''How do I have mental issues if I am explaining that you are a bitch for laughing when I was talking about me being ugly?''She then responded saying''Lol ok'' I then responded saying''Unless you change your horrible personality many guys (guys that are not decent) would use you for sex.. Well anyways, good bye bitch. Thanks for showing your true colors to me, cause I don't want to waste my time talking to a messed up immature bitch. Goodbye.'' Then she responded with''Bye your ugly go kill yourself'' and an image of a cartoon of a guy waving.

The girl I'm talking about was previously in a relationship for just over a year before they broke up around 6 weeks ago.
I started speaking to her around 2 weeks before she broke up with her boyfriend because they were arguing and not getting along. At this point we were obviously just friends and nothing more, we hadn't done anything together ie hugged/kissed.
Around a week after the breakup we started seeing each other often in our local town. We went to places to eat, hang out & the cinema. Things were going really well between us. We were texting when not together & FaceTimed most nights.
Two weeks after her breakup she went to a party with her friends and ended up sleeping with a guy she knew from another college. About one week after sleeping with this guy she told me & was really sorry about it and said it wouldn't happen again; even though she said were weren't in a relationship anyway.
Recently after I got over the fact that she slept with someone else when she expressed that she liked me, we decided that she should come around to mine over the weekend.
She stayed over the night, and we chilled out, watched movies, & we made out for the first time. Later we kissed and cuddled then eventually went to sleep in the same bed. The day after we said our goodbyes as she went home, and we kissed again.
Later that evening we FaceTimed like usual and she told me she "Doesn't want to be tied down" & "just wants to have fun".
What do I do now? I really do love this girl, and she said that she liked me but doesn't want a relationship now. Why would she make out with me and sleep over if she wasn't interested in anything? I don't want to be the guy on the side whilst she finds someone else to get with. By her saying she just wants to have fun, does she mean she wants to get with other guys?

Do I express my feelings to her or find another girl that wants a relationship?