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There's this guy I've been hanging out with who's pretty awesome and with whom I feel very comfortable being myself around. It's so easy to be with him and talk about anything and everything. Joke around or talk about serious issues, doesn't matter, time just flies everytime we see. Lately I've come to realize he's really into me. And we do have this strange chemistry, I give him that. But the thing is... I don't find him physically very attractive. So even though there might be the kind of mental connection there I'd like to have with a boyfriend the thing is.. where he also feels the physical/sexual attraction towards me, for me it's missing so I'm not sure if I should try to stay friends with him or go for it and see if it could work out as something more... I don't know what to do.. What do you think?

Inspiration for the question: family accused me of only contacting them when I need money. However, I am never invited to family events or outings. I forgave them for ignoring me while i was married (they said "out of sight, out of mind") but I got evicted after being divorced (hence calling for financial help because i was struggling) and share a house with ny family until i can move out again. And this weekend they left to visit my grandmother without inviting me, and I'm the bad child for asking for help because I'm about to lose my car yet didn't go to the family trip i wasn't told about or invited to.
Bonus: I quit my job after an attempted sexual assault, and nobody was concerned about my well being. Only when i would get another job. "I was assaulted, i dont feel safe, management took his side" "so when are you getting another job". That was the convo.