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I had two evil fake friends at around age ten. We were “friends” for a year then they stopped talking to me. What they’d do:
- made me do a few weird dares (one was going up to a girl during recess and asking her “do you know (her brothers name)” because they had an odd fascination with her brother. She said “why” looked at me weird. I just left).
- one said I have the smallest house in our whole friend group
- I got my toothbrush out of the wrapper in a camping field trip and one of them said “you just got it out? Do you brush your teeth?” I said “it was new for camp” and she gave the other fake friend a look
- there was a poster in our art class that read “LGBTQ+ is welcome here” one said “look! It has the G word (gay)” I said “it has the L word too” and then she went to a girl with two moms and said “(my name) said that poster has the L word” and they gave each other looks
- overall they were passive aggressive and immature with me, but nothing direct

*To get to the point* - their behavior towards me made me feel slightly bad. But i wasn’t like, level ten hurt or even a medium level of hurt. I was a little sad, and I didn’t like how they treated me. Alas, I was young, so I just stayed with them. From the stuff they did, would you call me thick skinned as a little girl?

I've been crushing on this guy for over two years now, he is just so nice and preserved and funny, he's just so special. We only meet once every week for music rehearsals and don't really have the chance to talk to each other during that. The only times we talked was during some short dinner time at the music workshops, once about how my piano competition went, sending each other dank memes on ig. The longest conversation was when I called and asked him to sadies over the phone and he said yes but is unable to go due to family events, the next day we talked on the phone for 50 minutes about our lives and memes.
However, the majority of time we are pretty quiet and awkward.
I know traditionally, its always the guy asking the girl out for a date. For a guy so out going and a bit popular like my crush, will he find it weird if I ask him out? And how the hell do you even do that? I don't want to sound so formal and desperate and stuff, just thinking of the scenario makes me anxious and nervous.
I really really need help because I can sense something between our interactions and behaviors (or am i just being imaginative?), or at least in him, there's something in him.
So HOW do you do this? Guys, how would you feel if a girl asks you out? Girls, have you ever done this? If so then how do you do it and what happened and what did you say? *I'm in panic and crippling anxiety mode.*
FYI I'm good friends with his younger sister.