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So, some context. My boyfriend and I were together for almost 3 years. We moved to another state together, and we had been living together for the last year. There were a lot of things coming in between our relationship, like how we were living with my mom (awk, I know, things were complicated and we couldn't afford to live on our own yet), we didn't have the same days off so we hardly saw each other, etc. It got to the point where he only wanted me around for sex in exchange for him doing things for me like cooking dinner or driving me to work which was down the street. It didn't feel like we were a couple anymore.

About a month ago, my coworker was worried about my well-being and expressed how he always thought I was pretty and how he wanted the best for me, and it was nice hearing that from somebody at the time. I ended up inviting him over to the house while my boyfriend was at work and we did sexual things. My boyfriend ended up finding out what happened after looking through my phone and I was trying to explain why I felt the need to do that, but he wasn't believing me. I broke his trust. I owned up to what I did but he was too hurt and has been hurting ever since and it kills me. I've started therapy and got an STD test which came back negative, and I'm working on myself to become a better person, but I feel like it's too late since he already closed his heart off to me.

TLDR: I cheated with my boyfriend of 3 years and he doesn't trust me and doesn't want to take me back. I'm having trouble moving on because he was my everything.

What should I do? Should I keep trying to fix our relationship? How can I prove to him that I've changed and I won't ever do what I did to him again after going through the pain of losing him? How can I get him to trust me again? If you've been cheated on, did you work things out with your partner? I still feel like a shitty human being, but I'm trying to fix what I did wrong.. any help or advice would be appreciated. :(

I REALLY like this skirt pattern wise. However.. It may be a bit too short. In addition it is low rise. I can usually handle short skirt/ high waist. Or low waist/ longer length.

The Short skirt and low rise combo, is a bit difficult to be comfortable in. Kind of skimpy. I think tights will help subdue that problem but not entirely fix the situation.. I am thinking this skirt maybe needs a shorter body to call home.

Yet I’m not POSITIVE I should give it away bc I really do like it. Can’t decide.

I will defer to the polls. No deliberation.

Thank you 😅

This is inspired by another post. I mean no disrespect in asking.

{I recognize we all have different views. I can be surprised by others views and very committed to my own view , without meaning Insult to another person.}

I know people like to joke about this kind of thing though ehh really the humor is lost on me.

I would like to know who here would take it upon themselves (no law jury judge court) go rogue and directly murder another human being. Who without trial, is technically innocent.

For myself, I would not. I recognize the world is full of murder and torture which is how I come to he against it. If it didn’t exist it would he meaningless to be apposed. I do try on my daily life to help these in need and repair what is damaged. Where I can. I admit I am not in any great position to bring about true Change with my personal deed, that is why it is a matter of conscience. Principles carry us through acting with grace, even when we feel powerless. And we rely on others to have the same morals so that we are all not living in hell and least is at least a possibility of change. I am not superwoman I can’t fix the world with a flick of my wrist. Maybe I will make a real difference one day. Maybe not. But meanwhile I can minimally vow against murder as torture. Seems the least I can do. Lol

I recognize this is not an overly common way of looking at the world. Many people may not be against murder or torture per se but rather, pragmatically be against committing Lawless acts. Not for altruistic purposes, but bc the world becomes a very dangerous place when we are lawless.. What if EVERYONE was suddenly offered money to kill.

Please answer honestly. I’m interested.

Thank you 😊