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The reason I ask for opinions is because I don’t believe he could ever like me. He is a beautiful 39 year old successful Italian man and I’m just me.

He owns a cafe and I’ve been a regular customer since it opened. We have a very flirty relationship and he does make sexual jokes and comments. He tends to go hot and cold also. He has gotten jealous in the past and he often asks if I have a boyfriend.

Yesterday I saw him and he was saying the man who marries me will be a lucky b*stard. He gave me a hug, pulling me tight against him. He also pulled my head into his shoulder/chest area. He then let me go because he remembered we shouldn’t be touching because of COVID.

Today he showed me some video on his phone. It was just a long video of the water he was swimming in. He was stood so close to me that our arms were touching.

He was telling his colleague not to look at my bum. I said “well I do have a nice bum”. He had a look and said “it’s ok, I’ve seen nicer bums” I think he was joking. He sometimes admits that he’s teasing me.

He then said “I could tell you that you’re the most beautiful girl in the world but you wouldn’t believe me because there is no most beautiful, there’s always someone better” and then said there are people better than him and better than me.

Is there any chance that he could be attracted to me?

I have already met my soulmate who i can never be together with and we aren't in contact anymore. He helped me and i helped him and our roles in each other's lives are over. So i don't have to worry about "the one"
The biggest deal breaker in a relationship for me is cheating and i have always advised a break up if your SO cheats. Cheating is the same reason why i am scared to be in a relationship too. It seems that many people here and irl supports cheating too. I had a guy tell me he will pour sulphuric acid on to my face because i asked a girl to break up with her cheating boyfriend. I know a female user here who everyone compliments on how she's such a submissive good girlfriend while she's flirting and sexting her guy friend. Even some of my friends in committed relations talk about new crushes and flirting with hot losers.(They say it's for fun)
Whenever i express my hatred towards cheating, people ask "Did you get cheated on or something?". Obviously i did not. But i feel like what they're saying is i don't have the right to be upset about cheating.
Anyway i got a player guy who have always wanted to "date" me since i am not easy and i am 99.9% sure he will cheat. So if i date him and when he cheats, i may finally be able to get rid of my fear. Once i become immune, i believe that i won't be always thinking if my future SO (someone i love) is cheating and even if he is, I would be used to it.
You would feel like i am being a hypocrite rn so i will stop expressing my anger towards cheating and such questions from this moment onwards. And yes i am alright being a miserable girl who would probably be pitied on (Ik i need help🤷‍♀️).