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For about 6 years I have known this girl, and before I get started just know I am not sugarcoating anything or heart broken or love struck. I have already come to the conclusion the problem I have with most females is due to my sophistication at age 20 and qualities I have makes them feel intimidated by me. A little about myself, I would spend a Friday night reading a book about physics or something and not care, I drive a expensive sports car that bought myself, take care of homeless animals and I am a vegan. I do not boast about my money, my car or my “strange” interests in music. Most dudes my age wanna be the next biggest rapper or ball player and I’m just happy in my own skin idc who thinks what.

There is a girl that if you saw us you would say we look like we are married. She is the only person that can get under my skin so much, infuriate me yet make me have a big smile on my face. I can have her ready to punch me in my mouth but it’s like she can’t just resist getting my attention and making jokes with/about me and teasing me. I tried once to get with her she told me no and dated some loser (and I’m sorry to say it but that’s really what he was. No job. Got high all day). She dates dudes like this all the time. Trust me I know she’s not keeping me around for validation, I know what that feels like. This girl has all her Bluetooth connected to my car, always wants to ride shotgun and when we did drive around (just me and her) she would talk to me for hourssss.

So obviously my question is what the hell? She will swear up and down she doesn’t like me at all when everyone has told me “that girl definitely likes you y’all should date”. She will turn me down if I tried but dates dudes that don’t care about her. No matter how many girls I sleep with I cannot forget about this girl. Oh by the way our friend circles are LITERALLY the same exact people. I am so angered by her I avoid her now but I don’t wanna cuz I want her and she clearly wants me.