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So, I recently met this girl. She's very collected, and has her shit together, for the most part.
We met at my job and we started talking for a bit and realized that we have the same sense of humor (sarcastic dad-jokey type of humor) and we exchanged numbers. We talked almost constantly for about two weeks before we decided to meet up again (our schedules didn't match up until then).
When we met up, we got food and sat at the local park. She was wearing a crop top with leggings. This is important later.
Whilst we were sitting there, I asked her if she was cold (it was fairly chilly and windy, and again, crop top and leggings), and she told me she was fine. However, I could see her shivering, so I offered my sweatshirt. She politely declined.
We ended up leaving shortly after because some drunk dudes showed up and started hitting on us. Both of us.
Fast forward to yesterday (about a week after the last time) and we met up again. This time, we met at her place. When I got there, she answered the door in lingerie. I jokingly asked what the occasion was, and she said, and I quote...
"I'm waiting for the other two guys to get here. Did you bring condoms?"
I thought she was joking. Then two dudes much manlier than I showed up and they were both holding ropes and chains.
Was a wrong for turning my ass around, getting in my car, blocking her number, driving home, looking her up on Facebook, blocking her there, then taking a bath and waiting for it all to blow over?

I've worked with a girl that I'm attracted to for the last two years.

Every day we work directly with eachother as she is still learning the job, and I'm helping her to progress.

There has been nothing but professional or friendly interaction between her and I for the entire two years we've worked together.
She was single and I was in a relationship.

About 6 months ago, I also became single. About two months ago, I offered to take her out for dinner and drinks for her birthday, she said yes.

We planned to go out but she actually got sick that weekend and had to cancel the plans.

The following Friday she left a treat on my desk (big bag of chocolate covered pretzels), almost like a little sign to try again (not sure, maybe?). But I didn't want to come on too strongly because I do not want the work situation to ever become awkward. So I never asked her to reschedule the dinner/drinks plan... until about a month ago.

I got the courage to ask her if she wanted to go out again, which again, she said yes.

This time we even sent a few snap chats back and fourth, while none of them were inappropriate, I got the feeling that she kinda "likes" me, (maybe?)

At this point I'm not sure if this dinner and drinks is just a friends thing in her mind, or if she has a feeling that I might actually want to date her.

So the weekend comes, she cancels again. This time it's a family issue that came up, beyond her control.

So, now it's a month later and I never tried to reschedule, for fear of being to aggressive...

But today, now I heard that she just met somebody, and is potentially dating him...

Did I blow my chance? Was I too passive?

This girl is like perfect, she's like everything I want, and we are an awesome team when working on any project together...

I feel sick thinking that I was too professional and never let my guard down enough for her to see I was interested, and now I'm gonna have to watch her walk away without ever knowing what could have been...