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I am bisexual and have been seeing a Chinese woman 14 years younger for the past 6 weeks. She has never had an intimate relationship and two weeks ago we had sex. Since then she has become cold and hard towards me. I deleted her and blocked her on social networks because she wanted space and we fought too much. When given the opportunity, she re adds me etc. I went to see her and she sounded down this weekend and all she can do is fight with me and call me names. Her entire way towards me has changed. She says she has romantic feelings one minute and not the next. She told me two weeks ago that she was confused about her feelings when we had had sex but I wonder if this is all a game to her. After the name calling I told her to get on with her life and let me be. She wants to remain friends. The general idea (not all but some) is that Chinese girls like foreigners for their money and status. She won't spend much time with me anymore. Just not sure where I stand and how this could happen so quickly. She also doesn't communicate about feelings very well so not sure what to think.

I am probably going to change high schools (I am in 11th grade by the way). because of bullying (false rumors being spread, group of guys picking on me, almost getting punched in the face) also a lot of embarressing things happend to me (this popular guy who cause the bullying found out i used to have feelings for him and i told his friend i had anxiety and depression and so much more i basically made myself look crazy). I am just really pissed off at this popular guy who started all the bullying. I probably don't have any other way of communicating with him other than instagram messenger and i also feel like i should get this off my chest i don't know why. So i wanted to message him this " Thank you for all the times you made me feel like i was worthless, like their was something wrong with my appearance, for all those times you hurt my feelings and made me cry. Thank you because when i was having the hardest time i have ever had in my life you made it worse. You are so lucky that i'm not spiteful enough to have written down all the dates and recorded the evidence to have a record made for you for initiating group harassment that would follow you all your life. I didn't report you or certain friends you have because i care too much about everyone. Don't try to say you didn't do anything because i know you're lying, the truth always have a way of coming out. You are honestly the worst person i have ever met. I really hope I never see you again." May i add that this guy is constantly denying everything he does. So, should i send this? I don't understand why deep down inside of me i really want to send this i hope i'm not going crazy maybe it's just because i'm anxious and been holding a lot of stuff in from this guy

I am probably going to change high schools (I am in 11th grade by the way). because of bullying (false rumors being spread, group of guys picking on me, almost getting punched in the face) also a lot of embarressing things happend to me (this popular guy who cause the bullying found out i used to have feelings for him and i told his friend i had anxiety and depression and so much more i basically made myself look crazy). I am just really pissed off at this popular guy who started all the bullying. I probably don't have any other way of communicating with him other than instagram messenger and i also feel like i should get this off my chest i don't know why. So i wanted to message him this " Thank you for all the times you made me feel like i was worthless, like their was something wrong with my appearance, for all those times you hurt my feelings and made me cry. Thank you because when i was having the hardest time i have ever had in my life you made it worse. You are so lucky that i'm not spiteful enough to have written down all the dates and recorded the evidence to have a record made for you for initiating group harassment that would follow you all your life. I didn't report you or certain friends you have because i care too much about everyone. Don't try to say you didn't do anything because i know you're lying, the truth always have a way of coming out. You are honestly the worst person i have ever met. I really hope I never see you again." May i add that this guy is constantly denying everything he does. So, Is this a bad idea? I don't understand why deep down inside of me i really want to send this i hope i'm not going crazy maybe it's just because i'm anxious and been holding a lot of stuff in from this guy