The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!

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The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!

You read that title and clicked it straight thinking "Yeah! Here's the spice😜" We like to know about the love lives of others, don't we? So let's start curious beings lol -

The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!

I met my first crush or what you can say the first girl I was attracted to five years ago. We were in the same class. She was quite outgoing and I was really shy- so shy that I didn't use to talk to a girl even if she started the convo. I didn't even know the names of girls in my class (yeah I was soo absent-minded when it came to girls). It was our unit tests-used to be a one hour test of each subject and normal classes after that. During unit tests, we used to sit according to our roll numbers for test and the regular classes. She had to sit next to me.

The first day, I saw her from close, BAM! She was cute af🙈 She was cute and short haha. *sighs* She was dominant though. I still remember that she wanted something from me but I refused and she snatched my pen and said that she wouldn't give it until I'd agree to her. That day, I lost the argument as well as my heart. Didn't even know what the crush meant at that time. I just used to admire her. Unfortunately, After the first day, the seating arrangement was changed and we were allowed to sit anywhere after the tests. So, from next day, we started sitting with our besties. I tried hard to talk to her but couldn't gather enough courage. I could just watch her secretely, nothing more. I was just 10 or 11 then.

The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!

After 2-3 years, we were again in the same section but I still couldn't approach her and controlled my emotions. I had accepted till then that I had no chance and it wasn't of any use.

The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!

Meanwhile in these gap of 2-3 years, I saw another girl. She was average looking. I only knew her name, nothing else. But last year, I came in her contact as we started studying under the same tutor. We were in different sections but she would always start some convo with me. She was the first girl I talked to so openly. She was a mediocre in studies. Talking to guys were common to him but all of em were her friends. I sometimes used to mock her a bit but she didn't mind.

Annual exams came and coincidentally, she had to sit ahead of me in exams. We started talking even more before and after exams. When they ended, we got a one month leave before the start of new session. During this time, we started talking on FB. We used to talk from around 10-11 pm to 3-4am. That was the time when I discovered my talent of writing romantic rhymes. Used to send them to her as a friend but could never say that "this is for you, silly". My feeling became really strong during this period. She had a control over my mind and heart. I couldn't stop thinking about her.

The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!

I even asked for her number which she gave to me willingly. We didn't call each other but we talked a lot on whatsapp. 2-3 weeks after that, she started ghosting me. I did every possible thing in the world to communicate to her but in vain. It really tore me up💔 My world ended that day. I didn't know what to do. I really cried a lot!! It took me some time to overcome that grief but deep inside, some marks are still there, some unwanted scars of heartbreak. We're still FB friends but we don't really talk. Moreover, both of us changed the school so we never see each other either.

The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!

This is the main reason that I don't want to have a crush. I don't really wanna feel that again. I'm much better on my own. That's also the reason that I hate those who ghost others and I really hate ignoring someone too. I just can't really ignore someone so easily, especially if we're connected to each other.😢

That was all for this one😊

This is one of the most heartfelt takes I've ever written💓

Hope you liked it💛

Love you all!

See you people again❤️

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  • imjustashadow
    Its something quite usual. But when you actually feel it, it tears you apart.
    Man, i admire you. I've seen guys who give up after their first crush, as if the worlds over now. And considering how you're a shy person, i know it wasn't easy to deal with it. I hope you're doing amazing now. And i really hope, with all of my heart, that you get the girl you deserve. <3
    Is this still revelant?

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  • YourFutureEx
    Cute lol

    Always remember...
    "Figure wali ladki aur jigar wala ladka, kabhi single nahi rehte"

    What do you prefer? Running away from girls because of the fear of failure (the case in which you have absolutely ZERO possibility of success) or actually trying and then failing ( the case in which you CAN succeed)
    Is this still revelant?

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  • BellaIsQueen
    Ayy, you will find your dream gal, little player. You know how dem gals are behind you. xD

    I love the little rhymes haha! ❤️❤️

    And ghosting does suck, especially if done by someone you enjoy talking to. It just creates so much unwanted confusion.

    Awesome take! 💛
  • laurieluvsit
    Oh, you poor thing :(
    You had your heartbreak too.
    Yes, now I see why you related to my post so much.
    There is another special girl waiting for you out there.
    Remember everything happens for a reason, some relationships are just not meant to be. Like maybe the heartbreak would have been even worse had it gone further and she dumped you for some other guy, you just don't know.
    You now have extra sentry's guarding your heart but don't let them prevent the girl of your dreams from breaking through :)
    ... she will be coming, looking for you!
  • txdiie_
    Nice take :)
    and don't worry you don't need a girl either way
  • nbbn5
    I can understand , it happens
    I hope you find a girl you like :)
  • Being_a_good_Indian
    It's Going to 🔥🔥🔥 if it's shared on Facebook. The Love Story Of My Life- Something That's Close To My Heart!
  • Political_dude
    That's sad :( it happened with me too but I moved on. I apologise for teasing you wrt this topic. Great take :)
  • Yeah I remember stuff like this happening to me till I was 23
  • QueenofCups
    I hope you find the girl you've been looking for all this time.
  • Hey Bro, You are strong. Some one much more deserving will come along. You stay fantastic. Don't worry about that girl. Her lose of a fantastic Man.
  • Sara0607
    This is really sweet! 😊 Great take!
  • xZoeyx
    Awe that was so cute and sad at the same time
  • CT_CD
    Beautiful
  • FieryIceDragon
    Dude.. I love you
  • Anonymous
    Awesome!
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