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I've been with this guy for a little bit now. He was my best friend and now we're together. I'm moving to FL and for days I was crying about it. My boyfriend was always trying touch me down there while making out. I constantly pushed him away. One day I let him and since then I haven't felt the same towards him. I realize I still have feelings for my ex. I'm so confused as to why I still like someone who hurt me and used me and cheated on me... when there's someone who loves me and cares for me and who is willing to try to do a long distance relationship with me and make it work... he's faithful and loyal. I would never want to hurt him in anyway. My prom is coming up and I don't want these feelings to get in the way. My friend who is friends with my ex tells me all the time about how my ex tells her that he still has feelings for me and how he watches me when I'm with my boyfriend. I don't know if that's 100% true. I see my ex all the time especially on the way home... he lives around the corner from me. Sometimes I hear him play music in the backyard like "Where are ü now" by Justin Bieber Skrillex and Diplo... I feel like he's talking to me. Kinda cheesy I know. The other day he was walking behind me the entire way home and after that when I was in front of my house with my friend my ex came down my side of the block right where I was at. I catch him staring during class and lunch especially bc that's when I'm cuddling and kissing my boyfriend the most. I want my ex back but I also love my boyfriend. AND I'm moving to FL!!! I'll probably never see either of them again. HELP!!!