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So he and his mom both were calling me all day. I ignored all day but finally I reverted saying tell me.. he confessed to me about him dating others, being very rude to me, ignoring me, he cut all my calls on his birthday ~ all this despite being in a serious relationship with me ( which I already knew and have had confronted too about it and finally stopped talking a month back) and he confessed to his mom too when I blocked him everywhere on social media. So I am fine rather satisfied to have him back after a month ( which is why I unblocked him from everywhere) coz I love him but internally but my heart still feels low and I don't feel like to face him or talk to him. I'm talking formally (just replying) to him after he confessed, despite him being sweet to me. I haven't ignored or been rude to him ever. I just feel too low despite him coming back in my life. When he says me I love you or anything it still feels like nothing. He said about me as his serious girlfriend a year ago, right on the 2nd date, to his parents, friends and all his relatives. I really don't understand this guys behaviour. I don't know if he is genuine or not. I'm scared and I feel low. I did go out with friends tried diverting my mind and heart but again I feel low thinking if was it a correct decision to forgive him? Is he really my future guy or i don't know.. I'm scared :( my mom like this guy coz his family background and everything matches to mine so all that his not an issue.