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Before I start: I'm probably one of the most introverted, reserved and antisocial people you'll ever meet. My boyfriend is really social and extroverted. Almost all my friends are online and I met them through gaming. Most of my friends are guys (he has a lot of female friends as well).

I don't exactly know how to place this. I've noticed my boyfriend likes to check who I'm texting and what's the text about. Sometimes one of my friends will ask me how my boyfriend is or to say hi and when I ask/tell him, he'll reply with: "yeah I read it already".

I don't have anything to hide from him, but I've never ever read the messages he received from people. I know a lot of people will be like "are you hiding something because you don't want to let him read the messages?"
But it feels more like he doesn't trust me / doesn't even know me? While I've never done anything?

The second thing is that I feel he's kind of jealous / insecure about me having a lot of followers on Twitter? Not necessarily that but the fact random people send me messages. A couple of weeks ago he asked me if I didn't find it weird that strange people send me messages and before he went to sleep he told me to not text strange guys while I've never started texting random guys.
Note: I use Twitter anonymously, there are no pictures of me/thirst traps, my followers know I have a boyfriend and I mention him often, and I don't reply to guys who try to flirt.

Maybe he's just curious but it kind of stings? I don't know yet how to start talking about it cause it might seem like I'm hiding something from him

I was walking Bella and there’s some work being done to the corner bar. Normally I walk by last and politely ignore to I revert her from yelling at them.

Today I apologized as walking by but there was one guy painting and he started talking. It was a neutral conversation, I don’t even recall the detail precisely.

I do remember talking a lot- bc I do it’s just how I am- and loud bc I was across the street. It was also 6 am so I had a ton of energy bc I hadn’t done much yet so I was kinda hyper as I am in the A M.

I realized I was talking too loud too fast too much. So I was conscious of resigning it in but he kept talking and I’d forget.

He also wanted Bella to new his dog. And I had to walk by a few times bc Bella wanted to go. But she kept growling so we had to leave. I felt bad and offered to walk his dog with her if they get along in future.

Anyhow my question is during course of the conversation I said stuff like he has a really sedate personality- in a good way- ( bc Bella stopped barking) he seems gentle I mean In a good way, that he gives off peaceful vibes the conversation,

amd the second time I was there he asked me how I liked his lights, and I said it was a great idea. Lights at night look magical. He asked me what did I say they looked, I said magical..

anyhow he kept talking but I worry it seemed like I was hitting on him bc third time we passed by he was hiding inside. 😂 I don't know if he was hiding he might e just been done painting. Still I feel uncomfortable. I’m very outgoing with strangers. Once I know people I become reserved 💁‍♀️😛

How do I make things non awkward. I don’t want to ignore him when I pass by which is my usual go to. He’s a decently kind person and I don’t want to be rude. I definitely was not flirting and am NOT interested. I’m quite sure he has a girlfriend as well which is partly why I wasn’t concerned.