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Okay so I know this is stupid and as much as I don’t want to post this I have to ask, am I ugly? My whole life I’ve always been insecure about how I look. Usually always getting bullied by boys sucks the most, I can’t trust any guys anymore without knowing they won’t hurt me or say something insulting to me and it hurts on the inside. (My own mother says I’m ugly and that telling me I was beautiful would be a lie, if i wanted to be pretty I’d have to look like the skinny white Girls in order for boys to like me.) I feel like I’m not good enough and as much as I love makeup I hate wearing it all the time, I have moments where I’m feeling very confident and happy but other times when I see all my friends with their bf’s I feel super lonely and question myself. I’m very shy but once you get to know me I’m really weird but funny weird and I love to make people laugh even if it involves me doing stupid things. I try my best to make people laugh when they’re sad, anyways I wish I knew what was wrong with me or what’s wrong with the way I look. I’m only 16 and have many years to come but I don't know it’s always been bothering me lol am I unapproachable? Maybe bc I don’t talk I don't know I think it’s bc I don’t look like all the pretty skinny popular white girls at school like my mom said and that’s what makes me more insecure about myself. I look nothing like them, please tell me the truth it would mean a lot. (Please don’t give me sappy comments I just want the truth, I feel like my dad and friends lie to me about this). I understand everyone has diff. Taste and opinions which I definitely understand. Just want to know everyone’s separate opinions about me, thank you.

So my boyfriend and I are both not very popular and not very pretty. He gets bullied majorly because of his accused unibrow. Fellow students are immature and mock him by posting a "meme" comparing him to a seal an in the hallways they *orf at him. Recently the bullying has been carried over to me, being the girlfriend, and they have been picking on him for being with me. This is my assumption, but he lately has been avoiding me in the hallway and I believe it's because he is embarrassed of me and told the boys (who he calls friends but are bullying him) that we weren't dating (again only my assumption). Examples of him avoiding me are, •Telling me he was going to come by me in the morning but not and blaming me •holding back whenever he saw me so we wouldn't have to walk to class together •Whenever I look at him, he looks away •Telling me he wants to talk and sit by me, but doesn't show. I got mad at him because of this and discussed it with him. As we were talking it through, he was at a game and one of my friends, (one who HAS lied to me before so I don't know if I can trust or not) told me they saw him laughing with his friends about me and saying we weren't dating, when we were. She also said he thought she saw "EX" as my name and Snapchat. He denies it all and I have to trust him, but I broke it off with him that night. Two days later he game to the game to talk to me and we talked but my best friend stayed by me. We talked about us and I made him cry because I sort of made our break up official. I felt super bad. His dad showed up and I got scared because I thought he was going to have a talk with me. Because of that, me and my best friend avoided them on our way to our car. Me and him kept in contact all night and the next day (today). We talking today and called each other. I feel like I gave him too many chances before an he took advantage of them. I feel like he shouldn't have any more chances. I don't know what to do and I need help. I love him so much.