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Here is the summary of my life with cons and pros:

+ I'm a computer programmer who is working alone with just a PC and the internet connection, I'm 23 years old and I learned English after the age of 18. I sell my software to people from all the countries in the world, on the internet. And I'm making enough money to support my parents, eat, drink, buy clothes, travel, hang out, buy the things I want like technological tools etc. But ofc I am not a millionaire and money can't change 100% my life unless I make millions. But I think making money is the biggest advantage maybe the only advantage of my life.

+ I don't have to go to any school or job place after my highschool graduation (after the year: 2010).. That's both positive and negative. The positive side: I have lots of spare times and freedom. The negative side: you will see them below:

- I only have 3-4 alone and male friends who are very unsocial just like me. And we don't hang out that often.

- I have social anxiety disorder, I tried lots of things to overcome my anxiety like; visiting a therapist, joining the gym etc.. but they never fully worked. My anxiety feels like it will be always with me till I die. My highschool was like hell, and because of my anxiety I never wanted to go to any school or college or club after HS and I still can't get a regular job or join any place. I'm generally at my home and alone all the time. I never had a girlfriend in my life.

- I tried to have fun. I've been to the disco / club, vacation places, I tried to drink alcohol with my male friends in bars, I visited some massage parlours etc etc. Did lots of things in my life after the age of 20, but anxiety is still there and I'm not happy with my life.

What would you do if you were me? Do you have any life suggestions for me?

Okay last week i broke up with my girlfriend because she was lazy and wouldn't get a job. I am an engineer and every morning before i go to work i go for my morning run, make breakfast, and go to work and when i come to my apartment I cook, clean up the place, and rub ny exes feet for hanging out with her friends. Now she complains that i never have time for her and she is all alone with nothing to but to hang out with her friends. But everytime i mention getting a job with that nursing degree she has she gets mad and say that if she got a job then i would ask her to cook and clean and then to quit her job and by that i am an anti-feminist. Now after that i decided that she and i needed to break up but somehow she convinced most of our friends that i should have made more time for her instead of working. So after that i dumped my old friends and now i have to ask are they right am i an asshole.