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Okay so yesterday was a fun day. but I just didn't like it when my friend (let s call her Kelly) was treating me. She complains about me being slow and she gets impatient with me at times. After the bathroom was cleaned up and had a bleach smell, I went inside to change and Kelly was like, "Toni (me), get out of the bathroom, NOW! Why did you go in there? There's a bleach smell. Toni why are you so dumb?" I told her I wasn t dumb and she asked me why I went in there and just change in her room and hurry up. I made an angry face at her. She told me to stop being such a drama queen. I was SO angry that I wanted to cry and I lost two relatives in September and it's so hard. Then after a fun afternoon at the mall, she asked me to check the time for the bus. I did some research and my friend was like, "Hello!! The time. Hurry up Toni, god you re so slow." I told her, "Alright just quit pressuring me!" and she was like, "Well you're the one that s going so slow. Calm down, you're being pathetic." I got fustrated and just looked at her. She told me we better not get lost or she s going to be mad. She said she was going to slap me but she was just kidding with me.

I like Kelly in all but I just didn t like the way she treated me. My other friends don't do that to me so I prefer to hang with them then Kelly. Kelly complains that a lot of people haven't been calling or hang with her. I tried to ignore her but I guess I m just too nice to do that. I'm autistic and she knows about it. I have high functioning autism and it sucks and it's like I can't get it "right". For the past three months she has been only inviting me and no one else since everyone is busy with work and some are married. I go to school and she doesn't go to school or work. She travels though. She doesn't treat everyone else like this but me. She's going away to Los Angeles to stay with her cousin for two months and I'm happy her but I'm honestly glad that I don't have to deal with her for a while.

So we have really liked this each other since we were 15 and we are 19 now. And the guy is away in college about an hour away, and told me "on Saturday when I come down everything is going to change" so when Saturday came around and we were hanging out, I was frustrated he didn't ask me out yet because he was leaving to go home that second, so I asked him about it and he told me "I has all intentions to ask you out but the distance is too far, I am not home a lot and I can't just come see you when ever I want to. I also get really attached and I don't want to end up breaking things off because I can't see you."

I understood and send him away but I can't stop thinking about him. I had nightmares that night and when I rolled over my pillow smelled like him and I slept like a baby after that. We have always been so close but I honestly just want it to be official already because I don't want either one of us moving on or giving up on each other.

He is coming home tomorrow and since I live almost 30 minutes out of our home town, I have to wait until he gets settled at home and sees a few people first. Normally I go with him but he can't waste the gas to pick me up just to go back there so he has to see me last.

Basically we are kinda seeing each other and I am moving back to our home town on new years for good. and in may he is out of school and back home for at least 4 months, and that is when I think things will get more serious if they do.

My question is how do I keep this long distance "friendship/relationship" strong until he gets back down here in may? how do I show him or do you think there is a way to show him the distance isn't a problem? Am I wasting my time?

please keep in mind my feelings towards him are sensitive so please do not be to mean about it.