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I've known this guy for like 5 years. Recently we have been getting closer and he's acting weirder as time goes on.
We would hang out in group situations with mutual friends. Then we found out we both love the same tv show. We would talk about it frequently, but this season he really turned up how much we talk.
I get daily texts with new theories, memes or just ideas of what might happen. (Which has slowed to about every three days since the season ended two weeks ago). Plus we were been getting together weekly to watch it (which is new). Plus he was having me tag along to his best friends house to rewatch/discuss with his friends, but not inviting our mutual friends along.
Since he's been wanting to hang out more, he's been acting odd. When we are around mutual friends he sits next to me, touches me (hand on the shoulder or knee when talking), and is super outgoing and flirty. But, if we are alone, he keeps a large distance from me and looks offended if i so much as tap him on the shoulder. Then if we are around his friends/family he gets really excited when we make plans, but he all but ignores me around them. He will sit next to me, but try to leave as much room as possible between us.
He also used to be all nice when we would tell me bye, and now he basically runs away/shuts the door in my face. Plus the last time we hung out, he got this super intense look when we parted, then ignored all my texts for three days and started an argument when he did get back to me.
I try to act as flirty and interested as possible since I am super into him, but I can't read him. Plus I leave things wide open for him to make a move and he doesn't. I can't tell if it's hopeless, or if he's shy, or I'm friendzoned?

Dylan is 25 years old. When he was 15 he went on a house robbery with a few friends and all four of them killed a married couple. They killed the parents, took the money and left the children in the house shaking and crying upstairs. That same year Dylan beat and drugged a woman. He killed somebody on a drive by and sold drugs for a few years. At 26 he ra*ped a 18 year old girl named Sophia who was a college student. She got pregnant and kept the baby. Sopia named the baby Arthur. Arthur was a very shy baby. He'd cry a lot and even hit Sophia and tried to run away from her as a small child. Sopia was strict on Arthur, he often didn't feel good enough for his mother and was abused in every way possible growing up. Sopia called Arthur disgusting and a horrible child. She even spanked him. Arthur started smoking weed and drinking behind her back. Then he was drugged and ra*ped at house party when he was 16. By the time Arthur was 17he had a bunch of mental issues. He had self harm scars, tried to kill himself, ditched school for two days, cried in public, at work he used to jerk off in the bathroom and moan loud enough for the men in the bathroom to hear him. Arthur also drew dark, disturbing pictures, and pulled his hair out. He punched his step dad and tried to run away from home. At 25 sometimes he'd bite his lip and look at women in public. When he had a crush on a woman he'd talk about making cupcakes, and how he'd love to make her homemade cupcakes but he would wince and shake whenever she would touch him.

by the time Arthur was 57 years old, he had four children by three different women. He cheated on his first wife and hit her because he was so angry that she hit him. he is also se*xully turned on by teen girls and used to have s*x with one as a 27 year old man. ( she was 16)

once again, Arthur is sad, embarrassed, scared and insecure about himself and his life.