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For context, we're friends with a lottt of chemistry. Some of my friends ask if we're dating because he's always smiling at me, and the answer has always been no because he said dating in high school is a waste of time when we were first becoming friends. But now we are already around each other so much that it wouldn't change anything. What do I dooooooooo? He's probably going to go find someone prettier and smarter than me bc he's a charmer, but I'm borderline out of his league so maybe he stay if I made a move? He's not even the type to go out of his way to get girls but I don't want to lose him. I don't know, I would literally marry him if he asked. I love him and his family and think they love me and mine aswell. Also, we have the same outlook on life if that matters.

So his parents are living very near to me while he is abroad to Study his masters and is now working there for PR visa.

It's been 2 years ( we entered into a relationship in April 2020)

In oct 2021, He suddenly told me one day that he is not sure if he will marry me or not as he will choose whom he would marry. So i said him let's just stay friends, and i blocked him on all social media + whatsapp and calls. One month later , nov 2021 - he from his other number and his mom kept calling me all day to bring me back and that's when he confessed to dating someone previously despite being in a serious relationship with me that too without breaking up within me. He apologised to me. And i accepted his apologies. I love him. I'm scared. He said me he is loyal and his mom too said me that he is loyal. So i am trusting him. But deep down I'm scared.

Dec - 2021 So i said him that either be with me 100% or break up. Don't cheat.. and that people who keep finding better will always remain unsatisfied and that my life is not a joke. Like that. I told him not to play games with me like ignoring and all.

So he called me innocent on the concall to his mom and he made me Meet his mom on the same day.

Jan 2022- it's normal.. but when I said him to connect me back on fb and insta , he refused saying that he asked one of his female friend to manage his Instagram but i know that he is lying. And he is not ready to accept my fb friend request.