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I've been crazy obsessed with this guy since I was about 8yrs old and it was really bad since I hit my teens. Starring at him constantly and barely able to talk most of the time. He was always good to me. When we were young he always did sweet things, example like draw me pictures and tried to teach me to snowboard every winter until he moved out. Threatened my boyfriends that I honestly had just because my best friend told me to (they didn't last long). I figured it's because he's known me for so long and felt like my big brother or something. =( He always knew I liked him. I think he liked how infatuated I was with him. He'd always sit next to me and try to talk to me or start conversation and smile his perfect gorgeous smile when he saw how nervous I was. He's 4 years older. I'm finally an adult and he broke it off with this girl he's been seeing for 3months about 2 weeks ago. He's been spending more time at his mom's house and I'm always over there. He seems to flirt more now. Like he hugs me tighter lately, telling me I look good, and inviting his sister and I to his place. He's having a small party. Do you think he might be into me now? I don't know how to find out. I've always wanted him and haven't dated. I have no experience with guys. Well I've been kissed when I was 16 once but that wasn't my choice. I didn't expect it.
I feel a little more comfortable around him that I think I could act relatively normal. Lol if he does like me I can't screw it up. My feelings are never going to go away for this guy. I've hated my feelings at times because they're too much. I've imagined it for so long that if I ever got to kiss him I'd probably pass out. Jk (I think) I just don't see anyone else he's the only guys I've ever wanted. God it's probably unhealthy. Smh
My life doesn't revolve around him or anything I'm going to go to college next year so it's not ruining my life or anything. But not being able to move on is very sad.

I recently moved to a new country where i am working to look after children. I haven't made many friends in this country as i do not know how to or where to make them (and the only people who have wanted to try and be my friends are guys about 10-15 years older and i just dont want to be hanging out with that age group). Today i took my kids to the park where there was a guy with his younger sister. One of the kids i care for wanted to play with her and went up to her but when he got to her just stood and ran away (he got too scared to approch her), so i told the brother he wanted to play with her but was nervous. After that the brother spoke to me a bit (asking me where i was from, what i am doing here, why i came and spoke about the kids i look after and told me about his sister and how he is starting varsity soon). he then asked me if i had made friends and i was honest and said not people from this country but foreighners too which is difficult because they only here for a few months and leave (so they in and out all the time). He was a very nice guy and i enjoyed his company but we were interupted by his sisters friends mom who decided to speak with him. I was just standing by watching the kids and then when they finished speaking he had to leave but he came to me and handed me his number and said if I want to make a new friend to message him or if i ever end up where he is studying (he was studying in another town a few hours out) to text him. Do you think he actually wants me to text him or did he just give his number to me because he felt bad that i didn't have anyone (i don't want him to feel he has to speak to me or hang out just because i haven't found people in the area)? Also if he does want to actually hear back from me when should i text him (a day later or two?) and what should i say to him?