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I know I might look a little fat in this picture. In middle school all the kids said I was ugly as hell and mentally retarded. People would move seats away me, or try to sit near the end of the classroom to get away from me. I've gotten death threats and my friend even called me fat then poured soupy yogurt/ milk in my bag while my 400 dollar iPad was in there. My other friend was trying to get other people to avoid me and not talk to me. A bunch of rumors spread around the school so I became a outcast all though middle school. In middle school, my grades were good, I had the highest reading score in the school, I had a better report card then most people and everyone always said I was a good person, I just wasn't pretty. Even my parents told me I look like shit and tell me how ugly I look. Years later in high school. I barely have anyone to call my friend. I feel like I'm trying too hard for the students at my high school I'm going to now. And I'm starting to give up and be socially withdrawn. I only have two friends. All of them are outside of my school. I've been stood up twice.

Nothing has changed. I don't get invited anywhere. The only reason I want to stay at the school is because I like al the teachers and the classes... It got so bad to the point where I've considered being friends with my teachers... I have no real social life. It's just a bunch of people reading my posts, calling me pretty or answering my questions. the only time I get a individual email is if someone wants to read my stories or screenplays. Or ask me if I'm writing a book yet. The only attention I get...

And I guess I should just accept it... Right?

I have never particularly loved the way I look but I recently lost 28 pounds (yes if you add that to my current weight I was kind of 'large' before) That being said, I was never actually considered 'fat'. This year I've encountered the issue of having LOTS of friends who weigh less than 100 lbs. Despite my weight loss and the fact that I go to the gym almost daily and run a lot, I've had a friend who says she weighs only 105 pounds call me fat every day. She says she's kidding but it kind of stings. My BMI says I'm in the healthy range and I have only a little fat on my stomach and really muscular legs. I joined sports for next year and I'm trying really hard to lose weight. For a while I actually took it too far and got kind of sick from not eating anything. I'm asking this question to everybody but I'm really interested in guys answers because I want to know their opinion. I think girls usually think they should weigh less than 125 pounds and a lot of girls are probably going to tell me I'm fat and need to lose 10-20 lbs. but I can't really guess what guys will say. I'm scared for it, but I'm just really curious too. I guess my stomach isn't muscular but it's not flabby. Also, my waist is higher and my ribs are larger than most of my friends. It makes me look a bit bigger but if you feel my side it's not really fat but instead ribs. Also, if it helps at all I'm a size 4 and a small for most clothes. Thank you for all the opinions.