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I met an unexpected guy through blog. At first met, I find him unattractive and seems a very ordinary person. As woman , I know I have set myself standard into a tall, handsome , good spoken English, talented or sporty.

I invited him in a movie house after I was ignored by my date and had some job problems. We had a good time together , he was attracted to me, very clingy and we had sex to our very first date.
He was very happy and kept texting me after that and we spent few more dates together outside in public.

On our fourth date, he invited me to his hotel and had sex again. It was a really wild one. And I know I am not this kind of girl sleeping with a guy immediately. A lot of guys even amazing ones dated me but we never went to a bed or had sex. This was my first time and I don't understand myself why my body gets too comfortable to him. But then , He admitted to me that he is a fuckboy.

But lately , he apologized that he lied to me about his relationship status single. He is still in a relationship but no closure. And said he doesn't love me and was tempted. I get hurt from his words and to the point I refuse to text and see him again. But I do miss him a lot especially when I hugged my pillow. I remember the moments we had skin to skin together.

Today , I would like to ask from readers if what I felt for this guy is love?
Or if this is just a lust? Since, he was the first guy who I had sex, lost my virginity and maybe just overreacted that this is love?

(I need serious response , thanks ! )

I am a 23 year old female. My boyfriend is 26, and we have been together for two years. I'll start by saying that he's had a lot of female friends, some he's even had a past with. He's from a different state, so I haven't met all of them but there have been moments where if he'll tell me he had a thing with someone even before me I'll get really weird and jealous. So anyways, this morning he randomly tells me about a female friend who I've never heard of, saying that she posted online that her cat had passed away and that the girl was a friend from high school. Instantly I ask him, who is that? He accuses me of being jealous almost instantly, and so I ask him if they had a thing ever. His response was that it didn't matter if they had or not, and that I didn't need to know everything. Then I tell him that I should've assumed that he probably was talking about a friend he saw on his trip as he just got back last week. He answered with a "No, it's the 1000 people I follow on instagram, it could be anything." Later that night, I said to him "Your friend, the one you told me about, did you hang out with her"? He said no. I wasn't specific, did he know who I was talking about even though I didn't mention her name when I asked?