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I'm 20 years old, weigh 120lbs, am 5'6 and a 30H (30K in US sizes (that means my under bust is 30 inches and my bust is 41 inches)). I tend to have a love/hate relationship with my big chest and I'm wondering if I should get a reduction because it's very big for my age and stature. They don't give me any back problems but my bras cost so much and I can't afford them and they are still growing. I wave back n forth between going under the knife and not because I know that if I don't now, they'll just get bigger, but if I do, I may regret it. I've always had the biggest chest in my class (I started developing when I was 10 and by the time I got to high school, I was already an F. As you can imagine, I've had the worst luck finding clothes and if I can find an affordable bra, it doesn't support me (if I find a 30JJ, I need the 32JJ because I need the bigger cup). And I tend to look more sexual in my shirts because I always show more cleavage than I'm supposed to or if it's tight, my chest REALLY sticks out. But then there are days when I want my chest to be in tight clothes and stick out. But I feel that a smaller size (like maybe a DD) would be better for me. Thoughts?