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You can read my examples below. But in short, I have many positive qualities but they have flaws that contradict that quality. It's a whole mess. I never feel like I fully relate to any person. Not a single clique in school fits for me. Not a single friend group makes me feel like me. Guys... what do you think of people like me?

I am friends with people who are like me, but also unlike me at the same time.
1. I'm nice, yet my friends are way too nice and I feel like a b*tch if I say something truthful
2. I'm innocent yet I am not the purest but people treat me like someone who can't handle a dirty joke or something
3. I can be a rebel but I stick to some morals. I've met a bunch of cool nice friends but they party a lot and have tried weed. (heck, the last guy I was with was a weed/ vape juice dealer) I don't know how to feel about it. I haven't touched a single thing they have.
4. I can be mean/ swear if I want to but I am uncomfortable with both and I feel cruel sometimes
5. I'll do well in school, but I can't click with the nerdy smart kids at all.
6. I don't know everything, but I also don't click with "dumb" people whatever that even means.
7. I am not a movie or pop culture fanatic so I can't honestly relate to many memes, movies, or books
8. I honestly only click with people who like to talk about life, but at the same time I'm scared of the reality of how fast life is moving and I'm scared to talk about it
9. I am not super nerdy or am I super popular, but then again, I don't feel like I'm just an average
10. I am athletic in my own way, but not a strong athlete
11. I am highly artistic and creative with coloring and painting and video editing. yet I am not the best at sketching or drawing from my head. I just can't

This guy is 18 and a senior in high school. He is a dishwasher/busser at this restaurant I work at and I’m a server. Let’s call him - Jake. I went to school with his sister (I’m 21 but look 16/17 years old) and she used to bully me. I don’t think his mom really likes me since I gave her an attitude a few months ago because I was having a bad day (works as a manager in this building but different department). We both have been at this job for 3 months. A week after meeting him I tried talking to him but he didn’t seem interested in me so I stopped and kinda gave him dirty looks at the side eye. However - within the past two weeks he has been more talkative than ever. (He never talks to anyone). He holds doors open for me, randomly stands behind me or very close to me, has bumped into me, always looks at me every time he passes me with a shy grin on his face. Today was exceptionally weird, he bussed every table and reset in my section and nobody else’s (he usually stays in the kitchen and doesn’t bus tables) and was standing very close to me putting dishes away or restocking shelves. This girl bumped into me and spilled soup on me and I was like really and she’s like sorry it was an accident and he’s like an accident? You practically threw that on her Veronica and looked shocked and I just walked away to clean myself up and the girl came up to me and was like I’m sorry and then she’s like Jake needs to mind his own business. And he kept staring at me from a distance and when he talks to me he stares in my eyes with his head bent to the side a little bit. At the end of the shift he stood right next to me on his phone and held the door open as we walked out. He did (does?) have a girlfriend but the last picture they took together was on February 19th of this year, not sure if they are still together or not (found on Facebook). Not sure if he likes me or is just all of a sudden being friendly and open? What do you think?

This guy is 18 and a senior in high school. He is a dishwasher/busser at this restaurant I work at and I’m a server. Let’s call him - Jake. I went to school with his sister (I’m 21 but look 16/17 years old) and she used to bully me. I don’t think his mom really likes me since I gave her an attitude a few months ago because I was having a bad day (works as a manager in this building but different department). We both have been at this job for 3 months. A week after meeting him I tried talking to him but he didn’t seem interested in me so I stopped and kinda gave him dirty looks at the side eye. However - within the past two weeks he has been more talkative than ever. (He never talks to anyone). He holds doors open for me, randomly stands behind me or very close to me, has bumped into me, always looks at me every time he passes me with a shy grin on his face. Today was exceptionally weird, he bussed every table and reset in my section and nobody else’s (he usually stays in the kitchen and doesn’t bus tables) and was standing very close to me putting dishes away or restocking shelves. This girl bumped into me and spilled soup on me and I was like really and she’s like sorry it was an accident and he’s like an accident? You practically threw that on her Veronica and looked shocked and I just walked away to clean myself up and the girl came up to me and was like I’m sorry and then she’s like Jake needs to mind his own business. And he kept staring at me from a distance and when he talks to me he stares in my eyes with his head bent to the side a little bit. At the end of the shift he stood right next to me on his phone and held the door open as we walked out. He did (does?) have a girlfriend but the last picture they took together was on February 19th of this year, not sure if they are still together or not (found on Facebook). Not sure if he likes me or is just all of a sudden being friendly and open? Should I pursue or I don’t know what to do?