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So, the other night me and the fiance were having a few beers. It had been a rough week so we were chilling, chatting, and somehow got onto the topic of celebs we find sexually attractive. We’re both open, not insecure and have never had a problem with the other finding other people attractive. Myself especially because my fiance is attracted to women who have “natural” or “regular” bodies, meaning he isn’t into instagram models or super fitnessy women. For a visual, I’m 5’, 110 lbs, 32C boobs. We were showing each other pics of celebs we found hot, and all of his were very “obtainable” types of low tier celebs, except for one. He showed me this one pornstar looking woman with tight abs and obviously fake breasts, which usually isn’t his type. According to him, she was just “something different” he enjoyed changing his visuals up with. Now, I had no right to be upset because I showed him pics of men much more in shape than he is and was ogling them pretty much lol. However, perhaps it was the beer or the hard week I had, but I got a little insecure and went to bed right after to avoid saying something. After I slept, I still felt a bit bothered until I realized how meaningless it was for him to find one really radically different woman attractive compared to myself, considering I was in the same boat. So, just tell me your thoughts? Has this happened to you? Am I nuts or do you think I really should have been upset?

I talk with my ex these days. We broke up many months ago (basically he broke up with me because I am virgin and he told me he wants something casual for now. I really wanted to try things with him but he refused.) After our break up we tried to stay friends but I acted possessive and clingy when I learned he slept with a new woman. So we had big fight and stoped talking. Months passed and now I think he gave me another chance. We talk as friends but sometimes when he is with other women it bothers me. He never says about them but I know him well and I can tell when he sleeps with them. I still have feelings for him obviously. Usually he sleeps with them and after they leave we chat about random things. I know they are just sex. I know right now he doesn't want Some thing serious. But it breaks my heart that he never tried with me. We tried some things in bed at the beginning but I guess they weren' t as good as actual sex. Almost a year passed and I still think about him. Should I continue being his friend and know every time he sleeps with someone or it is better to leave but never talk again. I proposed to him to meet face to face he agreed but with his friends presense. I asked if we can meet alone he said we will see. If i will be normal and not act strange. He also told me these days that he sees me as a child because my thinking is childish and if it wasn't for that he wouldn't talk to me at all after how I was in the past. So I am a child now to him? He is 10 years older by the way but I don't think that's relevant cause the other girls he sleeps are little older than me. He has one woman now for sex but he searches for others. Basically he doesn'r want somwthing more and he knows i want more. That's all I can remember now
I hope you understood the situation. Thank you in advance for your help.😊If u could explain to me why he said this about me being a child I would appreciate 😊