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to me, Im not pretty, just average, slim, small boobs, quite big butt, I wore modest clothes and virgin. most women hates me with my face and my body. I don't understand that. guys giving hint to wait until I approach them. in fact I'm extremely shy. I unable to look at guy's face much and even talk to them. which result made me being single and never had any boyfriend yet. when I made some guy friends, they would try to be since they aren't single. and people around would assume that I'm dating with my male friends. this would make awkward and they started to stopped talking to me when people did this to me. I'm straight. I feel sad for being lonely. and I ever sext with some guys a few time. especially when I have problems.

at home, mom and I are completely different. when she was young, she was a wild woman. guys kept running into her. so having a daughter like made her and stressed out because I'm single. she often insult me for being single. and keep saying that I should not scream, yell, angry at my brothers. while my brothers kept being rude to me and never wanted to do chores. my parents and my siblings making me into a maid. today's when I woke up late and I asked my brother to clean the bed, my mom kept backing him up, by saying he did some chores and and studying right now. in fact he was gaming. when I told her all that, she just doesn't believe what I say and slapped me many times. she told me that I should not be rude. and insulting me while saying that no man would like me for being like this.

I'm the only daughter in this family. my aunt kept saying that my family should treat me better. but why my own family doing this to me?

My husband said it made him feel like he had a trophy wife knowing most other men want me but only he has me. It added to his confidence.

On the other end of the spectrum, I have had men behave in insanely jealous ways because they know how many other men want me.

One went through my emails determined to prove I was cheating, because I had so many options. He started yelling at me for emails he found from 5 years before we even met! I went on a date with a guy when we were just friends (before dating), and he tried to convince me the guy made a sex tape and he blackmailed the guy into not releasing me to save me. The guy and I never even had sex. We were fully clothed the whole time, kissed a bit, and then I decided he was not for me at all. He snuck into my phone and stole pictures I had from years before. He went on my social media and deleted any man.

He and others attacked male friends to me.

Other guys constantly ask me who I have been with recently and scoff with disbelief when I say no one. They say, "A hot girl like you? Yeah right. You have men knocking down your door." Yes, but I don't want to have sex with every guy who pursues me.

The most recent ex turned it into a competition in his head. He saw that if I actually tried I could get over 1,000 date offers in 24 hours. It really messed with him. He spent years trying to get attention from other women as if it was a competition. He kept cheating with girls way below even his own standards, because he was afraid he'd never get the chance again. He felt validated for a moment until the next 100 rejections piled on and he felt lonely, desperate, and worthless again. He lost his family over it. He didn't even really like the girls or the sex. He had better at home in every way, but he became obsessed. We couldn't even have sex because he lost all of the confidence that attracted me to him and couldn't perform. It really changed him for the worst. He lost sight of what he had over something so petty.