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1. When a guy ask me out I assume he wants more
2. I get defensive quick, my first thought is cheating, failure or abandonment
3. I can talk openly and have deep conversation, but if a guy shows interest in a romantic way I freeze and run away I avoid conversation about it
4. Too scared to be sexual, cause I caught feelings for my friends with benefits and he didn’t want me in a romantic way (I am celibate because of it. Have been for years).
5. I am loving, witty, caring and open.
6. I love dates, but I don’t want to date I just want the guy I am supposed to be with sent from the heavens. And not do the work behind finding “the one”.
7. I can be unavailable emotionally and cold
8. Don’t like PDA or getting physical with anyone.
I love being single, love my freedom but I get lonely more often than I can count on two hands. And everyone around me are in love (friends and family). I am happy for them but I often look at my hopeless situation.
7. I feel bitterness towards men
8. I haven’t had the best experience with men. I have been sexually harassed/raped, my dad cheats on my mom all the time since I was a little girl, my first boyfriend left me for someone else, was in a abusing situation and my friends with benefits hurt my feelings.
9. Reading and hearing about men doing women wrong makes me explode even more, especially dating today and how gross we treat each other.

I am ready to shake it all off and start trusting again. I have been single for four years. I can’t keep up with this sad love life. I have used my free time on myself and I have found my passion (self discovery). I am not ready to fully commitment yet even if I miss the intimacy the most (I am still young, and enjoying life), but I am done being mad at men. They deserve better and so does my soul.

Advice?

This is what happened...
Do you guys think this guy Is a horrible person?

a month later no one would sit ext to Nelson. Everyone said ewww pissy pants get away from me. One guy suggested to Nelson he should kill himself, Nelson accidentally touched a girls hair and she yelled ewww now I got piss in my hair and ran off. Nelson cried every night. He even cried in front of people. Sometimes they even canted pissy pants at him until he started sobbing. One guy even pushed him against a urinal while he was peeing, Nelson got pee on his pants and eveyone in the bathroom laughed. Nelson wanted to die. The next day Nelson raised his hand and Rick smirked then said awe, does Mr, pissy pants need to go potty? Better let him go before there's another 4 or five puddles everywhere! A few people laughed including Selena. This broke Nelson's heart.


One day rick threw Nelson on the ground and shouted get out of my way pissy pants! Nelson took a deep breath and glared. Rick said. Awe, are you going to cry? Nelson tackled Rick to the ground, sat on his chest, hit him in the head repeatedly and screamed I hate you Rick! I hate you, I hate you so much! Damn you! Damn you! Rick tried to push him off but Nelson grabbed hold of his hair. A teacher pulled Nelson off Rick. Rick had two bald spots by the time they were separated. Nelson bit the teacher so hard it left a bruise on her hand.