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I'll try and make as short and sweet (?) as I can.
Essentially, on Friday my friend accused me of bullying her (putting her down and always telling her she's wrong) for 3 years, ever since we got banded on ability at school. Since then she's ignored me and I tried to talk about it today and it went badly.
Since Year 8 (when this supposedly began) I started becoming depressed, suicidal to the point that 3 times I nearly took my own life. In my mind, that is not a postion where I would be pretending I'm better than somebody else and doing that- also I consider (ed) her a close friend.
Since Friday, she's ignored me, told people I refused to apologise and that I said to sort it out on Monday. The opposite is true as I apologised profusely, and she postponed the conversation due to commitments. I said sure.
She avoided my attempts at conversation, and she has ignored me and won't even look at me.
When I confronted her today, she denies she ignored me, says despite it allegedly going on for years she "just wanted to say it" then and that it's my fault because my grades were higher and I disagreed with her all the time.
For some reason, she's be moody like this for a while and I seem to be her outlet. She accuses me of ignoring her and cutting her out of my life since year 8 when the reverse seems to be true. I would call and she'd say she was busy and then 10 minutes later she was out in the garden with her sister (we live close and these weren't important family times).
Furthermore, whenever she had other friends to talk to, my friends were "weird and boring" but suddenly when she fell out with hers, she loves my friends. Now she's trying to push me away from them by lying about me.
It all seems convenient that even though she's saying I've hurt her, she's lying about things- not just to me.
But I'd like outside opinions, was it my fault? Or is it hers and that she's spinning a lie or seomthing? I just don't know what to believe! Sorry it's a typical girly drama...

I like this guy who is a Sophomore in the grade above me. This is a great guy, he's won some big awards before for being such a good person. I know his whole family (sister, parents, aunt, cousins, etc.) and they all love me, I actually work at the same place as some them. We only briefly met 3 times before this school year at some summer parties thrown by a friend of ours. When school started, we didn't speak, but then one day he approached me and had a nice long conversation with me. Now we always smile and wave at each other in the halls, I walked him to his next class the other day, and basically catch up to him anytime I can in the hall just to have a quick 30 second conversation with him. We've been casually speaking daily. Last week, I had to go to calling hours/a wake for his Grandma who just passed away unexpectedly, and he gave me a huge smile when he saw me and we hugged for a long time. So he is going through a hard time at the moment. Today, I was at my locker and I saw him coming down the hall and just continued getting my things for next class. Suddenly, he gets pushed into me by one of his friends and he's smiling/laughing and says "Sorry" and keeps walking (I said sorry too I don't know why lol). But this confused me, as usually when kids get shoved into each other, it means one likes the other. But it could also not mean anything, maybe his friend was just being mean and pushing him around and it was a coincidence that he happened to get shoved into me. I just don't know, I think it may have meant something more, and if so, is it because he likes me or because I like him? Both? I just know that the guy I like 100% is not a jerk so even if he did know I liked him, he wouldn't tell all his friends and be mean about it. So the only way his friends would've found out I like him is if someone else told them, and I've only told a few close friends and half of them don't even go to the High School. So does he like me too? And what did the pushing thing mean?