Search Results: my crush has a girlfriend

1. Am 25 years old
2. 5 feet 6 inches in height
3. Overweight at the moment weighing in the 220s (working on losing the weight)
4. On social security disability and unemployed
5. Lives at home still
6. I am a self taught amateur programmer at the moment
7. I am enrolled in uni and start classes on Tuesday
8. I lean conservative politically.
9. I voted for Donald Trump and will again
10. I am southern (come with the accent and everything)
11. I have Aspergers and mental health issues (they are improving overtime)
12. I have a criminal conviction of stalking and harassment (I served 3 years probation for it)
13. I have been hospitalized over 13 times in my life involuntarily
14. I still crush on high school girls
15. I am a loving, giving person who would fall madly in love when I do
16. I am not a virgin. I lost my virginity at age 20 to a 16 year old girl who was also a virgin. She never wanted anything to do with me after that.
17. I never had an actual girlfriend. While I am not a sexual virgin, I am a relationship virgin.

I seek the following:
I seek an attractive girl 17 or older (but probably at least 18) who has never had a romantic bond before. Meaning no previous boyfriends or even male best friends whom she was close to and had feelings for in her youth. That is the main requirement. Essentially, I want a girl that has never had her first love before. This has nothing to do with her sexual past, but everything to do with who she shared her heart with before.

I prefer (but not necissarily a requirement) a shy girl. A girl who is submissive and cute would be nice.

Hi! Tomorrow I'll let my crush know how she makes me feel.
The problem is, I don't know how much to tell her.

Since I only have one shot at this, I want to make it count. Even if I get rejected.
It's not a matter of doing it or not, it's about "How much" should I tell her?

I like her, I'd love to go out on dates with her and make her my Girlfriend.
But, I just don't know if I should say "I like you", or add something like "I've been feeling this for months…" that kinda stuff.

It's been 8 months since we first met and everything has been going great between us.
Why wait? Life is short. Even if I get rejected, I want to tell her how beautiful she is to me and how she makes me feel. I don't want to keep anything with me. But, I don't want to scare her away too. haha It's new year's eve and I want to use it to my advantage.

She already told me she likes me, but, I don't know in what way.
Anyway, I'll let you know how it goes tomorrow.