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So I had to sing at a performance with my sister where the stage people were not prepared. They dodnt not have the proper chord to plug in so I had to share a mic with my sister and play guitar. It is extremely hard to do especially when we are different hieghts and we sing harmonies which need to be balanced. I asked my father if the stage manager (who had no clue how to even set up a mic stand) xould perhaps get the chord to work it. My father was angered and said no we can't do that hey dont have the chord here. I tried to tell him maybe they had it at the stage nearest to this one but he was not understandig and he was angry at me. I was upset performing (but I hid it really well, no one can tell ever) because we didn't sound good at all and it hurt to sing after an hour or so. So I told the crowd we would yake a few minutes break. My father got angry and he said to keep playig because we have only twenty minutes left. He kept stressing me out and I said I need a break from everyhing for five minutes please just stop because he wouldn't stop getting angry.

I do admit I was upset while not performing, saying how I wish we had another mic and that we didn't sound great. But now my dad is threatening to not get us anymore performances because I was a diva apparently. My mother even knew I was just stressed out and not mad at him but of the circumstances. he said that I had to be forced onstage to play, which I wasn't forced. I was going to play with the one mic but I was waiting to see if maybe the stage manager would come with another chord for the other mic.
He also has always been this way, picking fights and yelling. Once he literally yelled at me when I said im in grade twelve accidentally and then corrected myself saying im going into grade twelve.

Am I the problem? I wasn't upset with my dad and I told him, I was upset with how unorganised the performance was (which my parents also complained about)

i have no clue and currently do not feel confident or mature myself but however even thought i am currently option B a view months back i was way more like option G.

i noticed that when i stopped investing time into caring about this one guy i had a thing for and had later a fight with that when i my popularity whent up online and i started inversting in me that he would try and talk to me and in person he did the same thing every freaking time it looked like i did not have te time of day for him or if it would look like i forgot him he would try to at least say or whisper my name.

but the moments i showed care and kept him mind he would act like a fuckboy or he would ignore me online it and would not show the slightest effort or respect, the better and none caring about him i looked the more he cared and was just in my feelings like... bish the F you mean by behaving this way? .. like okay i reacted to you and i gave a fuck so why all of a sudden you act like i am a piece of white paper ready to be thrown away.

i did not understand how even thought i changed my only my looks and toned my interest for this person how it was suddenly attractive for him when he knew like 2 years.

i do not understand the laws or attraction nor love or true love.