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When she sends me goodnight emojis I notice that each night it decreases by one, sometimes it doesn’t decrease.
EX:
❤️❤️❤️❤️—> ❤️❤️❤️

If I do something like compose a poem for her or say something extremely romantic and from my heart there is a drastic spike in the amount of hearts she sends for the goodnight message.

EX:
*I write a poem*
❤️❤️❤️—> ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘😊😊😍

*Over the next few days*
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😘

❤️❤️❤️❤️😘

❤️❤️❤️😊


I’m thinking about asking her the next time I see her and I’m going to study the reaction on her face to see whether this is subconsciously done or consciously done. I think she does this to tell me that she wants a thrill or to be told that she is amazing. It does hurt me though that it lowers each goodnight/good morning message. I also put lots of thought before sending just any goodnight/good morning message which makes it really hard and time consuming (like 10-25min for normal message and 45-70min to compose a poem). Call me crazy for spending that much time to compose a message, but I want each one to touch her heart and I don’t ever want to get into the habit of taking her for granted.( we are 5 months into relationship). Also I’m in another country for a week and I wake up at 5:30am every morning to send her a goodnight message at her regular sleep time in our country when she is about to go to sleep. I don’t think she knows I’m doing that. (Is that too much?) Also no matter how many hearts I send, it doesn’t affect the amount she sends me.
EX:
I send-❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😊😉😆😘
She still sends-❤️❤️

Anyways have any of you had or are in a relationship currently where one person some how communicates their feelings to you via rating❤️?

Please read my story before you call me a cheating scum.

I'm almost 18, I legit can be in love with 2 girls at the same time and love both of them just as much, emotionally and sexually, no difference between them even if one is prettier or sexier than the other, it doesn't matter because their personalities are so damn attractive, I haven't tried with more than 2 women though, but I think I can handle that too.

I read online and went to a therapist and I learned that it's different between men and women, women can't be in love with more than one man, while men can be in love with more than one woman, it's biology, I just think it's very socially unacceptable, and I feel left out and hated because of this.

I just have a huge amount of love I can give to people, I'm a giver and I don't care how much I get back, and when it comes to romantic partners, one isn't enough because I'll give her too much love and that'll push her away, I can't really control that and nobody likes a huge rain of love, only solution I found is to scatter the love on more than one woman so nobody gets hurt.

Do women really need to feel exclusive in a relationship? Or it it better to hide them from each other? I've always been honest about this with my partners and they hated me for it... I love them and I never wanna hurt them, I don't mind getting hurt as long as I'm not lying to them or hurting them.

What do I do? 💔

Long story short I dated this girl for a little less then a month. She went to a party while we were dating and lost her phone. She couldn’t talk to me for 2 weeks because she didn’t have a phone. Then Sunday night, she texted me and said she really missed me and kept saying she loves me so much and we started talking again. That same night we got into a argument because she was making a big deal out of losing her phone. And how she made us miss Valentine’s Day. I told her it’s fine stuff happens. And she brought up how her ex raped her and she broke down. then I had my female friend who got raped talk to her and now she’s gonna go to therapy. But she said she doesn’t want to be in a relationship rn and she needs a friend more then a boyfriend. She says we’re friends but she’ll say she misses me or says I love yu. She told me not to really wait for her because she doesn’t know how long it’ll take her to heal from that incident. She said she loves me but wants me to find Someone else to keep me happy because she can’t. I don’t want nobody else but her. Today in the morning her best friend texted and said her heart stopped on her last night (heart disease). Idek what hospital she’s at. Her best friend said he’ll have her text me when she’s able to. did she say she wants to be friends rn because she didn’t want to hurt me or did she say it because she doesn’t want to lose me?

Long story short I dated this girl for a little less then a month. She went to a party while we were dating and lost her phone. She couldn’t talk to me for 2 weeks because she didn’t have a phone. Then Sunday night, she texted me and said she really missed me and we started talking again. That same night we got into a argument because she was making a big deal out of losing her phone. And how she made us miss Valentine’s Day. I told her it’s fine stuff happens. And she brought up how her ex raped her and she broke down. then I had my female friend who got raped talk to her and now she’s gonna go to therapy. But she said she doesn’t want to be in a relationship rn and she needs a friend more then a boyfriend. She says we’re friends but she’ll say she misses me or says I love yu. She told me not to really wait for her because she doesn’t know how long it’ll take her to heal from that incident. She said she loves me but wants me to find Someone else to keep me happy because she can’t. I don’t want nobody else but her. Today in the morning her best friend texted and said her heart stopped on her last night (heart disease). Idek what hospital she’s at. Her best friend said he’ll have her text me when she’s able to.