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So a few months ago, I started getting this sense that something was about to happen. This mix of excitement and a sense that someone special was about to enter my life. Mind you, I'm a very logical person and do not believe in "soulmates" or "love at first sight", yet I couldn't ignore this reoccurring feeling.

My plans were to move to LA and for the time being, ignore dating in my hometown. When that fell through, I ended up meeting someone I see some potential with for sure. There are really random coincidences, like we have been circling within a mile to a block of each other for the past 3 years but never met til now, and other little connecting details (trying to keep this short, won't expand on nothing details).

Anyway, went on a date, and seemed to REALLY click, even had perfect kiss at the end. We are still talking, it's still early. Even on days we do not text though, I feel a sense of just simple calm, like I know he's still thinking of me even if I don't hear from him due to work or whatever, when with any guy in the past, I'd be a neurotic stress case.

I've also been seeing 1:11, 11:11, and my birthday a lot on the clock, like a notification will go off RIGHT THEN and I'll look to see that time. Look up numerology... they say it could be a sign you're on the right track.

Am I crazy, or should I trust my intuition on this one?

Long story short , two important guys are in my life. Except one is my ex boyfriend and we had a long thing and it's still going, and the other guy we use to had a thing but nothing serious and he's just a friend. My ex hates him because I flirted with him when we were dating. (Yes I know what I did was wrong and it's why are relationship isn't what it's before) at this point my relationship with my ex is terrible. We even try to be friends but we still fight and things still cause us pain. The other guy I see him as a friend and he's changed into a better person and respects my relationship. But my ex wants me to get rid of him for good if I want us together. And I hate it because I know what I did was bad , but I know not to do the same mistake. Plus the relationship my ex and I had it's a mess at this point. But if I say goodbye to my ex I'll miss him and he will say and scare me saying go ahead be with the other guy that's all u wanted. And I'm scared he would go out and call me out as a whore or other shit. He even warned me not to fuck him up again. I can't say good bye to the other guy cause he's really there as a friend like I always wanted to have but I know I can't have him here cause I don't wanna hurt my ex. WHAT SHOULD I DO? Even if I'm not with my ex if we go our separate ways, I'll still be scared what he will do next!!! PLEASE HELP ME WHAT TO DO!! I don't want it to sound I'm desperate it's that I don't like having people leave my life.