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Let me explain my situation before you vote. First, if you look up Touka Kirishima, I have her hairstyle. My hair is cut into a short bob with long bangs that cover one eye. When my hair was cut into a pixie, I dyed it black and I loved it. Since I'm naturally blonde, I had to dye my eyebrows and wear makeup so I don't look like Marilyn Manson. My hair grew out into an ugly brown, and I tried putting purple over it and I didn't like it. The only problem I have with black hair is it's really hard to get out but I already grew out a pixie, which was torturous but bearable. Here's the pros and cons of my natural hair color and dying my hair black again.

Pros of blonde hair:
• Doesn't cost money which is nice because I don't have a job yet.
• No need to worry about my eyebrows.
• Can easily dye it another color.

Cons of blonde hair:
• I have to grow out my hair again.
• My natural blonde hair is ugly and boring.

Pros of black hair:
• Easy fix to my current hair situation.
• My favorite hair color because it makes me look mysterious and badass.

Cons of black hair:
• My family bullied me over it calling me a witch and shit.
• I have to convince my aunt to dye it because it's the cheapest.
• Hardest to get out or cover up.
• My eyebrows and eyelashes will be light.

So... What do you guys think is best for me? I'm trying to look more mysterious and I love getting reactions out of people. If I went blonde, I'd look like Touka but with blonde hair. If it helps, my eyes are blue and I'm generally pale. I love the look of pale skin and black hair. Also I don't care for brown hair on me because I'm trying to achieve a certain look. I don't know though...